Love can kill

I was in the depths of sorrow, painful and torment. Is this what they called love?

Pain, pain and pain. That is only thing I can just feel.

Even this is very painful I choose to endure it, I choose still to live in this painful path, I still choose death. I chose to kill myself physically I am alive but mentally and mostly emotionally dying. That is what love done to me. This pain just never heal, and it will never be healed.

Where do I lack?
What did I do to deserve this pain?

Am I really not deserve to be happy?
Do I even deserve to live?

Love, which I never think will kill me slowly inside. I am like a living dead.

My heart, it is beating but it is not functioning anymore. It is now useless, and killing me slowly too.

This might be the consequences flowing against the flow of life, turning your life in a complete misery.

But I chose this, I chose death. If this is what love can do to me, then I am willing to die, just to be with you. If this pain is the expression of love, then I am willing to give up anything just to be with you.

It might be true that physically dead might separate us, but I am sure in my next life, you will be the one that I will choose and love.

Let me be the one to die just to see your beautiful smile on your face,
Let me be the one to die just to hear your sweet caring voice again,
Let me be the one to die just to hear your I love you again.

Let me be the one to die just to be with you.
I love you.


Sky meets Ocean

The sky is like her land; she usually sets her feet on the clouds feeling it though her body, with a parachute in her back securely harness around her body, a helmet, and she never forgets to put her go pro attaching to her helmet,

“Okay, we will execute what I just told you, you make sure to secure your parachutes, and remember the drop-zones and landings okay?” as she instructs her three clients who will do the sky diving, they just nodded, and she places herself near the plane door and she opens it as the air pressure immediately passing through them,

“Who wants to go first?” As she grimaces, then she saw her clients as fidgeting and looking to each other, she knew this very well, they will be afraid at first, honestly she was like them too, but since she is training herself in skydiving she actually learned to overcome her fear, and she is starting to enjoy in the sky rather in the land, then it happens that the blonde guy nudges his friend but then the other resist

“Yah, you go first” She can’t help but to laugh at the scenario, as smirk draws to her lips, and she had a chance to grab the wrist of the blonde guy

“Since you are the one who pointing others you should go first.” She said in a smirk and pulls the blonde guy and she throws him out outside which made his other friends got shocked at the same time got excited and they laugh on their friend who acting like a coward cat which in the first place that guy is the one who asked them to do the skydiving, the two friends just watching him free-fall while they believe he is screaming like a pussycat, she can’t help but to laugh and she smirks playfully, grabbing their shoulders and she pushes the two without any warning, the two is now screaming much worst, she can’t help but to laugh.

Then as soon as 5 minutes passed, she jumps out to the plane calmly. She can’t help but to feel the excitement as she is passing through the clouds, she glances to her trainees and she saw them that they are now enjoying the free-fall, they even curling themselves into ball and some spreading their arms and legs as they falling. She can see the tiny trees above; it feels like she can grasp it with her hands and she saw her first student opens his parachute and moving towards the drop off, followed by his two friends, she smiled in satisfaction as she just successfully orient her students and they land safely, she pulls the trigger to open up her parachute and she expertly control it.

This is actually also the best part in skydiving, controlling the parachute. As soon as she can view the aerial of Busan, she can’t help but to smile in joy and continue to admire the view. A few minutes she almost reaches the drop off then she saw her students are high fiving and shouting in thrill. She just finished her training session and she removes all her parachute bag and her helmet, she massages her traps and her neck since it is a bit strained,

“Yow, Eunjung good job for earlier,” She heard her boss said to her, Park Soyeon

“Oh yes boss, thanks for the compliment, I have a very great mentor.” Eunjung remarks happily and she changes her casual clothes with a white patterned and grabs her black leather jacket,

“Yeah, you almost die because of your stupidity,” Soyeon flick her forehead and she chuckled,

“Well at least I fall at the girl that is happened to be my wife now,” Eunjung grimaces, and that is true also that she literally falls to the girl which is her wife now. Soyeon chuckled as she shook her head in disbelieve,

“You literally fall to her, that is exactly, what happened,”

“Yeah, have you having any plans to have child?” Honestly she is being busy lately that she actually and when she got home she will saw her wife sleeping, but for today her seminar is actually ended so she can go home earlier, “We will go there soon, unnie.” She answers with a smile,

“Okay, see you tomorrow unnie.” Eunjung grabs her bag and bid goodbye to her mentor, she is being a skydiving instructor for 2 years already, she is physically active too, she really takes good care of her diet since she wanted her body fit. Being a skydiving instructor is actually scary since she needs really take care of the trainee since if she flunks she might have ended up kill a person, and she doesn’t want that, honestly. As she reaches her black land cruiser, she hums the song that they used as their wedding song, beautiful soul covered by Boyce Avenue,

In her high school, she is really very active in sports, she is actually representative to their school, playing basketball, soccer, volley ball, even she does martial arts like taekwondo and aikido. Even she is attending to a co-ed school, she really has many fan girls and boys are actually afraid at her, due to her height and she has really an androgynous aura that every girl falls for her, every guys in the school envied her since she is really a chick magnet in spite that she is a girl.

But for her she doesn’t actually care about that, she just gently rejects every girl confessed to her, since she wanted to focus on her studies and finish her high school so she can be a trainee in sky diving. First requirement being as a sky diving instructor is to be physically fit, and she is really perfect for that job, ever since she was a little she really loves heights, everything about sky, she loves travelling by plane, she really enjoys the height. At first she actually scared of course, she is still a human being but sooner she just learns to enjoy it more and loves it.

She would never have expected that doing a skydiving, she will fall to a certain woman, a woman that manages to steal her heart and captures her interest as soon as her eyes laid upon her. Well maybe ‘love at first sight’ really do works, most especially for her.

This is the day that she will do her first sky diving, to be able to get her certificate she needs to passed it, Park Soyeon is her mentor, she trained her for 4 months, and she is now dead nervous. She is wearing a dry fit sports attire and a running shorts with pair of rubber shoes, wearing a black helmet and of course a go pro attaches to her helmet, her parachute is securely attach to her back, gripping its strap, she readied herself about to jump of the plane

“Yah, Hahm Eunjung, Hwaiting~” Soyeon said and she grins at her, but to be honest Eunjung felt really nervous, but well she really needs to do this so, Eunjung runs and dive outside the plane and damn, this is it, she is really falling now from the sky, oh god. Eunjung can’t helped but she screamed but then she can feel the wind is catching her too, a moment later she is feeling the fun and she is now shouting with joy, then she admires the view of this tiny world, yeah that is what she can feel, she can feel that the world is really small when she is above the sky, she can see the ocean and the islands in Busan, she spreads her arms and her legs to see more, and it is really damn awesome.

Then she didn’t notice that she needs to pull the trigger in her parachute, she is being stupid and completely lost her focus for being overwhelmed to the view, she felt her heart is beating heavily, damn it. Eunjung mentally scolding herself for losing her focus, so she immediately pulled the trigger and the steering line got messed so she can’t control properly the parachute, then the wind is bringing her to the ocean, and just a few meters away from her is a huge cruise ship, she tried to control her parachute but no avail, all she can do is to accept her fate for whatever happens later, that is because of her stupidity. Then she just closes her eyes and let her parachute guided by the strong wind going to hit this huge cruise ship in front of her. She can feel that the gravity, then she felt that the strong wind driving her, she can’t fight through it, she felt her feet on the ground, she believes she lands on the cruise ship deck but she can’t control the strong wind dragging as she tried to catch the pace by running


Eunjung hissed in pain to her forehead and she got stumbled on the ground and fall to something soft, but her head hits on something hard, the parachute covered her whole body, while the multi-colors of the parachute diffused through her vision who is trying to adapt to it, she heard something, and felt a movement, she widens her eyes as she was on the top of a woman who is wearing a sailor formal uniform, that she believes that she is working here, and she can’t see her face because Eunjung’s face fell on the woman’s abdomen, she quickly gets up and she witnesses a very gorgeous woman, which her golden blonde hair is neatly and formally bun, who is now trying to get up and massaging her temples.

Eunjung can’t helped but to get daze to admire the beauty of this woman, her perk nose and tempting soft looking plump red lips, her silky white exposed neck is very welcoming. Eunjung gulps her saliva as she felt her heart beat wildly, which she can’t understand why is she feeling like this. Eunjung didn’t notice that her mouth agapes, then she saw the woman is very close with her, and the woman still fixing herself and trying to figure out what just happened then as soon as their eyes met, she felt her heart leaps out of her chest

“YAH! PERVERT!” Then she felt a sting in her right cheek and she got astonished to the woman’s slap hard on her face with the combination of kicked and it landed good on her- uhm- yeah.

“ARGHH!” Eunjung groan in pain and she puts pressure on her south, down her pain like hell, damn it, then the woman got guilty, and she tries to remove the parachute covering them and Eunjung balled to the ground holding her precious treasures, which just got kicked with a woman with heels, well she can’t blame her because she was touching her breast that was why she felt something soft, and she is freaking straddling her too. Geez.

“Oh my god I am so sorry,” she heard the woman said and she tried to help her but no avail, Eunjung can feel her south is burning in pain, well thanks to this good kick of this hottie woman,

“Oh my, really I am so sorry, I didn’t know that- wait, you are a girl?” The woman suddenly said in her disbelief and Eunjung still balling to the ground and eyed her

“W-What do you think?” it really sounded rude but she has the right to do so since she is really pained down there. The woman felt guiltier for what she done,

“Wait I will grab some ice for that… I am really sorry wait for me here.” Then she got left by the woman who is now back facing her and Eunjung can’t help but to ogle the woman’s butt, wiggling left and right, and she can feel her cheeks started to heat up, oh my god. Eunjung suddenly actually forgot that her precious treasure is hurting.

A few minutes later, the woman come back with a pack of ice in a baby blue ice bag, the woman came rush to her, woah, she can’t help but to felt amaze to this woman in 4-inch high, just rush for her. Then the woman bend down to her and she handed the cold compress to Eunjung. She found this woman very cute when she cares, a chuckled escape from her lips, then she just grabs the ice bag and put to her south, siting with slightly her legs parted and facing this adorable woman who is just eyeing her lower region, her lips form into smirk

“You like what you see hmm?” Eunjung teased and she got a hit from her leg

“Yah!” But then she noticed the hint of pink shade to her cheeks, well she is definitely a very interesting woman at all.

Eunjung can’t help but to chuckled from the memories that she remembered meeting her wife, it is really unique too, and very unexpected. At first, they really bicker like a cat and dog when they got closer but soon, but she knows that she has feelings for her wife from the first time her eyes landed on her. Her mom said when she fell in love, she will feel butterflies in her stomach and her heart beat starting to get wild feeling awestruck and can’t help but her mind will be crowded by that particular person, and that happens to her.

Eventually, she never thought that her wife, Park Jiyeon, who is now carrying her name, Hahm-Park Jiyeon, that woman that she first falls in love with and will be the last. She thought that Jiyeon will not agree to marry her since she is a woman and their family expected that she will be having a loving husband and children, but then their family eventually accepted them because they are already developed and there are many technologies that same sex couples will be manage to bear a child for their own. She is very thankful that their parents actually supporting them too. But she is still not asking her wife if she wanted to have their own child, they are just almost a year wedded couple.

She can’t help but to burst a laugh when she suddenly remembered that she made her fiancé cried that time,

A few hours before their wedding started, Eunjung just wear her black trousers with white long sleeves button up tuck in and a grey vest above, wearing pair of black leather Oxford shoes, her short burgundy hair is neatly styled, she is smirking when she saw her soon to be wife her hair still having a roller curls to her silky long brunette hair still wearing a white floral patterned one piece dress with a beige cardigan above, she is still talking to the event’s Manager cross checking if everything is okay. Eunjung composed herself for her act, as soon as the manager left her fiancé, Eunjung run towards her with a horrid expression, Jiyeon is eying her worriedly

“Babe what is wrong? Why you look like you just see a ghost? Huh?” Jiyeon teased her fiancé then Eunjung look at Jiyeon in her horrid face but in her mind she is really laughing,

“Baby, our rings… it’s… Uhm.. it’s..” Eunjung act stuttering then Jiyeon changes her aura,

“W-What? What happened Jungie? Can you please tell me what happened really?” Since Jiyeon is really impatient person, and Eunjung just can’t tell what really happened to their rings, not especially their rings, how will they supposed to get married if something happened to their rings. Jiyeon held the shoulders of Eunjung who still stuttering, which she can’t form a sentence,

“What Hahm Eunjung?”  crap, Eunjung can sense her fiancé is really pissed but she still need to act this out, she wanted to prank her still, she is just completely naughty.

“O-Our rings, lost. I-“

“YOU WHAT?!” Jiyeon cuts her and she just witness her fiancé’s glistening eyes, which is on the urge of crying, Eunjung pursed her lips she is stil in shocked to her fiancé’s reaction,

“What have you done Eunjung! That ring is really expensive! And that is custom made too! Oh god!” Jiyeon scolded her while she is now crying and punching Eunjung’s shoulders, then Eunjung actually found her very cute so Eunjung hugs Jiyeon and caressing her back

“Shh.. don’t cry, at least just rings are just lost not my soon-to-be wife.” Eunjung grabs the right hand of Jiyeon and she wears their ring, whom she told that she missed it but honestly she didn’t while Jiyeon is crying on her chest and Jiyeon quickly look at her hand she sees her ring finger with a silver combined with gold and there is actually carving of their initials on the back of the ring. Then Eunjung received a gentle slap on her face and Jiyeon smiled while she cries,

“Yah!” Jiyeon smacks the face of Eunjung, while she is laughing

“Stupid… don’t you ever do that again,” Jiyeon smiles and Eunjung pecks her lips, while Eunjung’s hand resting on Jiyeon’s waist,

“I was just really kidding you know I wanted to see your reaction too,” Then she got another smack on her face

“You are really stupid…  you should not wear this on my hand we still not yet getting married… aish*” Jiyeon said but she still admires the ring on her right hand

“Well we will get there too soon, and you will be my wife.” Eunjung grimaces and Jiyeon just shook her head in disbelief and Eunjung cups her cheeks and chase kiss,

“We will be married soon, and you will be my wife just for a few hours, we will be together and till death do us apart, right? So we pronounce us as husband and wife, I will now kiss the bride.” Jiyeon chuckled for that and Eunjung smiling at her and looking to her eyes lovingly and she kisses her lips very sweetly,

“I love you,”

“I love you too.” Jiyeon smiles at her.

She is now driving to their house, it is just a simple house around Seoul, living in a two-storey modern contemporary house, just a bedroom with two of them sharing, of course. Eunjung suddenly saw a pastry shop and she pulls the car and get down, as soon as she entered the Soshi pastries

“Good afternoon,” A young looking girl greeted her, her hair is dyed in ash blonde showing her cute chin dimples smile

“Oh I just want a blue berry ice cream cake please,” She said to the girl

“Okay comin; right up,” Eunjung observes the girl who just happily preparing her order then she took a sit just near the counter and she suddenly remember their first date,

“Jungie~ I want ice cream” Eunjung chuckled at her cute girlfriend who is tugging her sleeves and pouting at her, while doing a puppy eyes and she even twinkles her eyes on her, wow, she is so adorable,

“Yeah okay wait here,” Eunjung pecks her girlfriend’s head crown and she guides Jiyeon to sit on a bench near a dessert shop,

Eunjung just walk there, and buy what her girlfriend wants and she paid for it and walking back to her girlfriend who is just looking around and Eunjung holding the big paper cup with the sweet delight on it, it is a strawberry short cake that she thought an ice cream, she sits down beside Jiyeon and give that to her

“Here baby,” Jiyeon smiles and she grabs the cup and holds the spoon and scoops it, she frowns a little, then Eunjung noticed it,

“Baby why?” Eunjung asked her, and Jiyeon looked at the ice cream and she tries to scoop again and genius, it is not ice cream,

“Jungie, this is not ice cream, it is a cake,” Jiyeon said with a hint of disappointment, while Eunjung felt disappointed a little too, and she tries to grab the dessert to Jiyeon but Jiyeon dodges her hand

“I will replace it Ji, I will order ice cream instead I am sorry about that,” Jiyeon scoops to her mouth the spoon with the sweet delight and smiled at Eunjung

“Hm.. delicious, no need, baby, I ate it already, and this will be a waste because they will just throw this away too if you replace it,” Eunjung smiles at her and she nodded, as she scratches her nape,

“Yeah I think so, but I want you be satisfied, you want me to buy ice cream? I will just eat that baby,” Then Jiyeon feeds Eunjung that make her shut and that Eunjung got startled but she found it cute when Jiyeon grins at her and clings her arm around her arm, and she keeps on feeding her and she feeds herself too,

“Hmmm.. so delicious, really, thanks baby,” Eunjung smiles as she chewing the sweet cake in her mouth and it melted easily too and she can feel the sweetness overloading her while Jiyeon feeds her sweetly

“Here is your order ma’am,” The girl came back showing her chin dimples smile and Eunjung smiles at her and paid for the dessert, well at least it is now both ice cream and cake, just in case. Eunjung chuckled to herself and she gets out to the shop and gets in to her car again,

As soon as she got home bringing the dessert she ordered seeing her wife just wearing a camisole and hot shorts, Eunjung can’t help but to ogle her wife’s fluffy butt, then Jiyeon just doing her cleaning at the kitchen back facing her,

“I’m home.” Eunjung said as Jiyeon faces her excitedly and running towards her

“EUNJUNG!” Then Jiyeon jumps to Eunjung as she skillfully catches her wife, koala hugging her,

“Omo, baby I miss you.” Eunjung said and Jiyeon hugs the neck of Eunjung, as her legs wraps on her waist

“I miss you too baby, I thought I won’t be able to see you again,” Eunjung remembers suddenly that Jiyeon

“E-Eunjung? I-Is that really you?” Eunjung grins at her girlfriend for she doesn’t seen her for 5 months since she got professionally trained in Dubai for sky diving, then they only have a few chance to call each other, due to their schedule, since Jiyeon is actually working as stewardess in cruise ship and they somehow didn’t see each other that much too,

“Yes Jiyeonnie, I am.” Eunjung said as she smiles at her, then Jiyeon runs towards her and give her a big warm hug as Jiyeon’s face burying to her chest hugging her neck tightly

“Jungie… yeah you are really Jungie,” Jiyeon said but honestly at first she felt nervous since she wasn’t hearing and seeing Eunjung for the past 5 months, and that really a struggle for both of them, Eunjung hugs her tightly

“Yeah, I am, your Jungie,” Eunjung pecks her cheeks, and she saw Jiyeon crying,

“Yah! You always make me cry,” Jiyeon punch her shoulders lightly while Eunjung cups her cheeks and wipes her tears and kisses her lips, as she feels her girlfriend’s familiar lips on her again, she really misses her,

In their scented bathroom, the shower is open, Eunjung is pinning Jiyeon on the wall, while the water in the shower just draping against to their naked silky white skin as Eunjung continue to devoured the soft plump lips, as their naked body messily grinding each other, while Jiyeon’s arms pinned above her head, and Eunjung’s other hand holds her chin, restraining her, dominating her. Jiyeon can’t help but to moan on Eunjung’s mouth as Eunjung’s body pushed against her, their lips lip lock to each other as if they are depending their lives to it. As their lips releases to each other they are panting while the water still running through their curves, their eyes lock, while Eunjung slides her hands that is pinning above her head and she guides her to her neck,

“You are so wild baby,” Jiyeon breath out as she done catching her own breath, she can’t believe the aggressiveness of Eunjung, as Eunjung lip’s curl into smirk

“Yeah we barely see each other lately, and we haven’t done it yet,” Eunjung pout, then Jiyeon chuckled, and she blushed

“Baby, not now, look.” Jiyeon pointed down to her crutch and Eunjung see her wife’s bushy crutch and she chuckled, she knows her wife very well, she doesn’t want to have sex with her while her crutch is that bushy, Eunjung can’t help but to chuckled,

“Yeah I know baby, that is why we just make out, hm… you are cute,” Eunjung pecks her lips while their body still in tack together, leaving no gap as if they are a puzzle piece perfectly match together.

“Okay we should really take a bath now baby, because as soon as we remove our clothes and then you suddenly get wild beast there and starting to eat my lips, oh god.” Jiyeon said in disbelief while Eunjung is laughing at her as the shower still running through them and she brush up her short her and washes her face

“Yeah because I really miss you lips, oh god, we miss our moment, baby.” Eunjung pursed her lips looking at her wife cutely, like a whining kid, but her wife finds it really cute, so she pinches the cheeks of Eunjung and pecks her lips

“Aigoo~ my hubby looks like a brat now, yeah we will tomorrow okay but you need to help me wax my treasures,” Jiyeon winks as her finger nails runs through Eunjung’s scalps, teasing her,

“Baby~ don’t that is my weak spot,” Eunjung traps Jiyeon on the wall, while Jiyeon pushes her chest away from her

“I know baby, but I want to see you like that, you look so cute, like a lost puppy.” Jiyeon chuckled and pinches her cheeks, Eunjung pouts and she releases her sigh of defeat,

“Aww~ my poor baby~ we will do it tomorrow okay? So be a good boy right now.” Jiyeon said to her and of course she can’t help but to listen to her wife, and smiles at her

“Yeah baby tomorrow.”

Eunjung is just wearing her muscle tee and running shorts while her wife around her arms wearing night gown, and since her wife loves to tease her that much Eunjung can see the perk nipples of Jiyeon while her head resting on her shoulders, while she can see the valleys of her wife’s yummy breast, honestly Eunjung can’t sleep and it is now in the middle of the night, she can feel her wife’s soft breast to her side, as her wife is shifting and sleeping peacefully beside her, while her she keeps on eyeing her sleeping wife, while thinking perversely, that is not bad at all as long it is her wife that she is thinking right now. Then Eunjung slightly shook her head, shrugging off her perverted thoughts so she won’t do anything bad to her wife, since her wife’s crutch is still unshaved and her wife hates that. Then Eunjung closes her eyes, calming her pervert mind and releases her breath,

As soon as she wakes up, the sun rays are striking through her eyes, then she slightly moves and shift her body as she trying to stretch her limbs and her neck, she slowly gets up and she witnesses her wife is not beside her, maybe her wife rushing today. Eunjung just yawns and she runs her fingers through her hair and gets up the bed to wash her face and brush her teeth, as soon as she groggily walks to the bath room her eyes still trying to adjust through the sun light. As soon as she reaches the sink she opens her eyes and widens her eyes as she saw a doodle on her face, a fucking black permanent marker, a doodle of a mustache and an eye glasses around her eyes,

“YAH! PARK JIYEON!” Eunjung shouted and she runs out to the bath room and she looks for her wife, yeah, she even forgot that they are married, shouting Jiyeon’s maiden name, then she runs outside their bedroom to see Jiyeon’s cooking happily for their breakfast,

“Good morning Jungie~ I prepare you, a delicious bre-“

“Yah! Who told you draw to my face?! Oh god Ji, you know how much I hate this, it is really dirty!” Eunjung can’t help but to scold her wife, who is now laughing really hard but she tried to hold her laugh since she can see Eunjung’s nose is breathing fire,

“Omo, Jungie~ just chill, it can be erase.” Jiyeon cutely said and she walks towards Eunjung, and trying to chill out her furious hubby, she knows how Eunjung is a clean freak, Eunjung just releases a sigh of defeat as Jiyeon is caressing her cheeks sweetly while pecking her nose and her lips, oh this is really great

“Baby~ don’t get mad at me, I just want to see my hubby with a mustache and an eyeglass, and besides you look handsome now,” Unbelievable, Eunjung sigh for the nth time for she can’t do anything when her wife is very sweet with her now, of course that is her freaking weakness,

“Baby, just don’t do this again, I really freak out when I saw dirt on my face, oh god.” Eunjung closing her eyes and massaging her temples and Jiyeon pecks her lips

“Yeah I will not do it again baby, you take your bath and fix yourself okay? We will eat after you fix yourself.” She receives a sweet peck again, her anger really died down immediately and she just mentally noted to hide all the markers or pens so Jiyeon won’t make her face a sketch book.

It is an ordinary day now, as Eunjung and Jiyeon having a day off, and actually Eunjung really wanted this day off, she completely forgot everything sitting comfortably on their soft couch leaning her back and arms spread on the back seat while her eyes on TV with her favorite noon time show, which she actually fangirling to one actress here named Jessica Jung, she is really hot, gorgeous, her aura is really elegant, she can’t help but to get awed to her, don’t get her wrong, she really loves her wife so much, and Jessica Jung is purely her idol nothing more or less.

Her TV is in max volume, of course. All she can hear is her favorite idol’s high pitch sweet angelic voice who is now telling about her lifestyle, and her business, then suddenly her wife blocked the view who is now looking very furious, and she is naked, wow, her silky white smooth skin is really flawless and her hot drop dead naked body can make her hormones really activated, her cheeks and whole body is heating up, she mentally thanking herself to marry such a hot wifey. Eunjung gulps and eyes her wife’s breast up to the furious face, which can anytime will breathe fire on her,

“You done checking on me? Huh? Now I have now your attention?” Eunjung suddenly felt scared to the threatening tone of her wife, who is now crossing her arms and her foot is tapping on their laminated flooring,

“Ah-“ Eunjung started and she looks to her furious wife,

“So you can’t hear me because you are very busy with you other woman whom you fantasize with huh?!!!” Then Jiyeon approaches her hubby grabs her poor ear and pulls it, Eunjung hissing in pain

“Aw Aw Aw… baby… it is not like that….” Then Jiyeon drags Eunjung while pulling her poor ears while Eunjung just follows her wife diligently while her poor ear is being pulled. She is mentally scolding herself for making the volume of the TV really loud that she can’t hear her wife, good grip.

Then they reached their bed room then going inside the bathroom, while she can feel her ears will be detaching her soon, she can’t feel her ears because her wife really pulled hard. Then as soon as Jiyeon releases her poor ear, her poor ear is burning hot and feeling numb

“Do you have any idea how many times I called you?” Oh god, her wife still mad at her of course, she can’t blame her, since Eunjung is really at fault there, she should be with her wife and not fangirling to her Jessica Jung, I mean Jessica Jung only,

“Baby~ I am really sor-“ Eunjung is trying to calm her wife

“SORRY?!! Just sorry? Oh god, you even prioritize that woman whom you fantasizing than your own wife?!” Jiyeon said in her high pitched tone and she ruffles her hair in frustration,

“Do you know I freaking called you for who know, that I even lost count to it, then I just go down and witnessed my husband is watching her idol which she even fantasies, for goodness sake!”  Eunjung trying to calm her wife down by holding her hands and caressing it

“Honey, it is not like that… and besides I don’t fantasize her, she is nothing compare to you really. And-“

“She is nothing compare to me? So you just even max the volume of the TV so you won’t hear your wife’s nag? Is that it Hahm Eunjung?” Eunjung gulps her saliva, geez, this is really getting hard for her, but of course she loves her wife so much and she really never looks at other woman perversely.

“Baby, I am really sorry trust me, and about maximizing the volume, I didn’t know that it will be that loud, since you know our living room is quite spacious and besides, I can really point out that you are much greater and sexier and prettier than her.” Eunjung caressing her wife’s hand, and of course, her wife is calm now, and she just being like this when she really got irritated, she heard her a sigh

“Just don’t do that again baby, you know I really hate when you are getting hooked to some TV shows too, and not minding me.” Eunjung pulls her wife and engulfs her into hug

“Of course baby, by the way why are you calling me?”

“Omo, yes of course, I know that you forgot that too.” Jiyeon said sarcastically and she just grabs something, and Eunjung eyed her, and she gawk at her wife’s sexy butt and her curves,

“Here.” Eunjung looks to her wife curiously and looks to a tube of a thick brown liquid and a spatula,

“What is this babe?” Jiyeon creased her eyebrows

“Eh you didn’t know that baby? it is a wax, geez, don’t you remember that you will help to wax my precious treasure?” Jiyeon pouted, Eunjung mouth an ‘o’ and she grabs the tube and the spatula, and gulps her saliva, honestly she didn’t know how to wax, really, it is her first time that her wife is asking her for this, since she always wax herself. But of course she still loves this, since it can be a chance to have sexy and hot time with her wife,

“I need you wax me because I will wash my hair, I will apply my treatment and that will be long, I can’t stand my crutch is bushy, oh god, I really hate it baby.” Eunjung can’t help but to imagine naughty things as she can do a BDSM right here and now to her wife, as she will be the dominant one and her wife will just be tied and spreads her legs and she will run through the spatula only to her wife’s labia then her clitoris, and she will playfully tease her wife by slight entering the spatula to her wet vagina, her wife is begging her for more, releasing her melodic moan, oh god,

“Yah! Baby! are you listening?” She heard her wife slightly pissed again, and that made her naughty day dreaming vanished, and facing her eyes again, as she can feel that her body is heating,

“Oh yeah, okay baby, I got it.” But honestly she didn’t get what her wife said, she is mentally scolding herself for being pervert, geez, then her wife satisfying smiled at her

“Okay I will wash my hair and put my treatment now, and you wax me okay?” Eunjung just nodded and gulps her saliva, eyeing her wife washes her hair, oh god, she can see that the time is getting in slow motion as her wife massaging her hair and putting her treatment, and she sits up on the small chair and spreading her legs, holy shit, it feels like she is watching a porn now, it is so erotic, Eunjung got really mesmerize to her wife’s figure, and she is closing her eyes and her legs spreading, very welcoming, she can see her wife’s yummy labia, and her wet vagina slightly covered with her pubic hair, but actually she doesn’t mind if her wife is hairy, in her crutch, she still loves to give her baby a lick and suck her.

“Yah, Ej~ where are you now? I can’t open my eyes, the treatment is really hurting my eyes if I opened it, come on faster.” Eunjung wakes up to her perverted day dreaming again, geez, for goodness sake that Jiyeon is her wife now, and yeah it is not really bad to fantasize her, but she is now fantasizing her wife like a porn star now, goodness.

“Yes baby, coming.” Eunjung quickly bends on her knees, in between the legs spread of Jiyeon, and she can really see her vagina, as she gulps her saliva again, and trying to focus on what her wife’s request, she started to open the tube with a honey smelled wax and while her eyes glued to her wife’s tempting pussy,

“Okay just tell me if it hurts okay?” Eunjung said calmly, trying herself to make calm, because her hormones are really ranging like a wild bull, she scoops the honey liked thick liquid using the spatula and apply it to her wife’s labia, downwards, honestly she doesn’t have any idea how to go this, but well just trusting her own instincts, then grab a clean small cloth beside and put the cloth on her wife’s pussy and applying pressure to her pussy, oh god, she can hear her wife moaning, that is really a punishment for her, her manly needs are suffering right now, that she can touch her wife but only to wax her but not to have some sexy time with her, ,

“I will pull this now baby,” Eunjung said and getting the edge of the cloth just eyeing her wife,

“Yes baby, do it really fast okay?” She saw her wife getting ready for the pain, and closing her eyes tightly, then Eunjung pull out the clothe as the left section of her wife’s pussy is slightly clean, then she heard her wife hissed in pain, and eyed her

“Baby, I am sorry I-“

“Shh.. that is normal baby, I can handle that okay?” Eunjung nodded and she look at her wife’s pussy again, and gulps her saliva, she is very tempted to lick her, really,

“I want to lick you.” Eunjung didn’t notice that she voiced out her thought and she is starting to caress Jiyeon’s thighs

“What do you said baby?”

“Ah… nothing, baby.” Eunjung chuckled a bit and she starts to put some wax again to the other section of her pussy, and doing the same, but then her other hand is caressing Jiyeon’s thigh and her thumb is drawing circles to her inner thigh

“Hmm.. baby… you do your job properly there okay? I want my pussy is clean okay?” She gulps her saliva for the nth time, praying her hormones to freaking calm down, then Eunjung put a cloth again and she massages now Jiyeon’s crutch, and leans her face down and starting kissing her thighs and she receives a smack

“Yah! Baby! I will kill you if my pussy is not clean! Oh god! Please clean it first, okay? I am seriously getting tired spreading my legs and closing my eyes you know, make it faster…” then Eunjung can’t help but to obey her wife of course, then what makes her crazy is her wife puts her legs to her shoulders, fuck, Eunjung gulps her saliva more, because she can’t really stand this, because her wife is really her weakness, but then she just pulls the cloth and her pussy is now slightly clean, then Eunjung caressing her wife’s thigh as she felt her wife cringes in pain,

“Aw, baby.. is it clean now?” Eunjung stared intensely at her wife and she bends down to kisses her slightly clean pussy which made Jiyeon startled

“Yah! What are you doing? Is my pussy clean now?” Jiyeon asked in her freak out, but Eunjung didn’t listen but to give her pussy butterfly kisses

“B-baby..” Jiyeon releases a moan, and Eunjung caressing her hips

“Stop baby, clean her first, okay?” Jiyeon gently pushes her spouse which made Eunjung slightly disappointed, then she pouted,

“Baby oh god please, just finish cleaning her first for god sake,” Jiyeon scolded her and Eunjung just releases a sigh, then she slightly loses her mood, and she finish her up, and then Eunjung stood up, as she saw her wife’s pussy clean now, then Jiyeon started to wash her hair, and then she saw Eunjung just washes her hands and then she saw her pussy is now clean, she goes to Eunjung and back hugs her, making sure her breast poking the back of Eunjung while resting her chin to her shoulders,

“Thanks baby,” then she pecks her cheeks, then she got startled at Eunjung as soon as she got pinned by her again, and she can saw her hubby’s eyes full of lust on her, and she smirk as she loves to see Eunjung is wanting her, more,

“I know you very well Jungie,” She said it in her sexy husk voice and then Eunjung starting trail kissing her jawline, and she tilts her head to have her more access, then she felt Eunjung’s hand on her other breast massaging her

“Baby, I really want to fuck you hard.” Jiyeon smirk as Eunjung talk dirty on her and biting her ear, she can feel the tingling sensation the moment Eunjung fiddling her nipple while Eunjung’s tongue licking her ear

“Ahh… hmm.. baby.” She releases a moan and arching her back more as she quickly felt the pleasure running through her, her hubby’s touch making her more crazy,

“M-more baby..” then she felt her knee between her thigh and letting her thigh brushing on her now, clean pussy, she can’t help but to feel a current running through her lower region and her toes curls up and pulling Eunjung closer by hugging tightly her neck, burying her face to her shoulders

“Ahhh… baby… d-don’t tease..” Eunjung starting to grind her thigh to Jiyeon’s labia through her clitoris


“You asked me more baby, you gonna pay for this, you make me crazy too, I will make you crazy…. Crazy for my touch baby.” Then she felt every word that Eunjung said passed thru her mind and every breath escapes to Eunjung’s lips like an electric current making her shiver in pleasure

“Then fuck me.”


Eunjung smirks as she heard the que and she pins her wife with her hip and her hands grabbing her cheek and kissing her roughly, but still there is a rhythm to their lips as if they are in sync, as their lips are dancing perfectly, their tongue twisting to each other, fighting for dominance and as usual, Eunjung wins, as her other hand is now traveling in every inch of her body, massaging her, and then they pant as Eunjung releases the kiss as she travels her lips now down to her neck and sucking her, while Jiyeon runs her fingers to Eunjung’s scalp and massaging her with her finger nails and pulling her more, and she started to grind her crutch to Eunjung’s and pulling Eunjung closer, she really needs her now,

“Baby…. p-please, fuck me..”


Then Eunjung started to travel her hand down wards then cupping her butt and squeezing it, more, then her other hand it cupping her breast and playing her nipple with her thumb as she trailing kisses down to her breast, then Jiyeon grabs the hands of Eunjung which is abusing her butt, dragging to her clean pussy and rubs her hand

“Ahhh- fuck… fuck… yes..” Eunjung can’t help but to smirk as her wife is really needy, and needing her touch more and more, begging for more, she really loves it, how her wife moans louder and louder, and more erotic sound is perfectly echoing their bath room, then Eunjung play on her slits and opens her labia and put a pressure to her clitoris

“FUCK! Baby….. shit… ahh..” Jiyeon rolled her eyes in pleasure as she started to buck her hips following Eunjung’s pace and grinding herself more to Eunjung’s thumb

“Yes baby, I love your moan, beg more, I love that.” Eunjung said and she started to slide her index finger to her slits and feeling her wetness,

“Hm, you are really wet now…”

“I love that; I want you just wet for me baby.” Then Eunjung kisses her breast and she keeps on playing her slits while Jiyeon is moaning louder and louder, she almost screaming as Eunjung really teasing her madly and her skillful fingers really pleasuring her this much, then she felt a penetration to her vagina, as moan escapes from her lips pulling Eunjung more to her, possessively having her,

“AHHH…. Y-YES….” Eunjung insert another digit, and she sends her wife into cloud nine as she started to pump her fingers inside her very fast making sure her g-spot really hitting with her tip of her long fingers, Jiyeon is screaming her moan, burying her head to Eunjung’s shoulders and her finger nails at Eunjung’s back, they are groaning and emitting erotic sound, as the slapping sound of their skin echoing to their bathroom, then EUnjung just keep on her pace as she felt her wife is near,

“AHH… F-FUCK BABY MORE… FASTER!” Then Eunjung just double her pace she can feel her forearm is stiffing but she doesn’t give a goddamn care then she felt her wife’s inner walls contracting


“Yes baby, cum for me.”

Then Eunjung insert another finger that make her wife scream in pleasure, beads of sweat are very evident and their body temperature escalates as their heart beat is now following the pace of her fingers and her hips bucking up and down,

“AHHH!” then her juices spilling out to her fingers as she pulls out and her juices spilling to the ground, Eunjung quickly bend down and licks her pussy, and sucking all of her juices, while Jiyeon closing her eyes tightly and pulling Eunjung more,

“Hmm… b-baby…” as soon as Eunjung cleans her cum, she looks to wife’s eyes lovingly, while she licks her finger covered with Jiyeon’s cum

“Hm.. baby, you are really delicious.” Caressing her thighs and they still catching their breath most especially Jiyeon,

“You are so good Jungie… “ Eunjung smiles proudly and gets up as she pulls her wife’s waist closer to her, and pecks her lips longer,

“I love you so much Jiyeon, I know that we still not see each other that much, but my heart always beats for you, and you will be the only woman in my eyes, as you make my heart alive,” She caressing her cheeks and looking at her dearly, while Jiyeon got moved to her words

“Me too, baby, when you fall for me from the sky, literally, I was actually mesmerized at you and you making me attracted to you too, and falling for you more. I love you Eunjung,” Eunjung smiles and kisses her wife for the last time, and they will still continue to write their own love story.

I will love you unconditionally 02

They are both staring to each other, Taeyeon places his hands to the petite waist of Jessica while she places her hands to the clothe tone chest of Taeyeon. The blonde guy leans forward to catch her soft lips again, Jessica closes her eyes slowly, finally, Taeyeon is now hers, but is he really hers, well he said I love you to her so which means that the feelings are mutual now, then why she felt that there is something missing deep inside her heart. He is here, so near yet so far, Taeyeon gentle lips places on hers, on hers not on her. Jessica grip his shirt, while the latter pulled her body to his, closer, leaving no gap between their clothe body.

“Hmm . . .” They are tilting their heads in sync, lip locking, Taeyeon slip his tongue to her, while he licks her teeth, claim her tongue battling and twisting together. She felt the hands of Taeyeon snake inside her tank top going to her clothe mounds. The kiss is becoming more aggressive and passionate, Taeyeon leading her around the unit, bumping random things, while their lips are still attach, lapping in sync, their hands traveling and memorizing their bodies. Their groan and moan echoes her unit, as Jessica fell her back to the couch, she yelps inside the mouth of Taeyeon, while Taeyeon straddle her and he lift the hem of Jessica’s tank top.

Taeyeon deepen their kiss as he pushed his body closer to hers and slip his hands under the bra of Jessica, he cups her mounds, Jessica arch her back in pleasure as she felt the gentle massage of Taeyeon, damn their kiss became needy, as if they are depending to each other’s lips. Jessica tug the hair of Taeyeon as she interlaces her fingers to his ash blonde hair, she needs oxygen. They both release the kiss and they are panting hard, Jessica notice the orbs of Taeyeon dilates, while his hands still on her mounds carefully massaging it. Jessica rolled her eyes in pleasure, damn, she wants him more, his touch is intoxicating her, she felt herself being trap to his gentle touches.

“ahh . . . T-Tae . . . “ Jessica moan and she felt his lips wet kissing her exposed neck, she felt that Taeyeon is sucking it, damn, he’s really good, she felt pleasured as she can feel something is pooling to her south damping her panties.

“Ahhh . . .” Jessica started to snake her hands to his tone back, gently massaging his back, and she heard him groan in pleasure, Jessica is drawing shapes to his broad back,

“S-Sica. . .” Taeyeon groan and he traces her jawline with his gentle kisses, damn he felt a throb in his core, he can’t wait to taste her expensive liquor of Jessica. He felt a tug to his shirt, Taeyeon release the kiss and he let Jessica strip his top, Jessica mouth agape as she witnesses the six pack tone abs, and his tone chest. He saw her licking her lower lips, and Jessica touch his pelvic muscle gently

“Tae. . .you are so hot.” Jessica mutter which made Taeyeon smirk, he leans closer and catch her lips again, he gave her a chaste sweet kiss, the latter blushed as she felt Taeyeon lean to her right ears and he suck her earlobes, Jessica wrap her hands immediately around his torso tightly and she felt her toes curl, Taeyeon brushed her sensitive spots. Taeyeon slide his right hand down to her tone abs until he reaches her shorts waist band. Taeyeon plays her ear lobe

“Ahhh . .. hmmm . . “ Then Taeyeon unbutton her short and slide down her zipper, Taeyeon crawl to her south, while Jessica’s heart beat escalates as her body temperature is increasing. She became shy to Taeyeon and cover her face with her hands, Taeyeon notice the embarrassed Jessica and he smile

“Sica don’t be shy. . . “ Taeyeon said and he gently kisses her exposed thighs

“hmmm . . . p-please. . . b-be. . gentle . . .it’s my first . . “ Jessica mumble and Taeyeon move up and remove her hands covering her beautiful face and he leans to catch her lips

“Of course I will Sica. . . it’s . . .it’s my first too . . .” Taeyeon confesses well it’s true, because he is afraid that Tiffany will learn his condition and hate him, well it happened already so he is not afraid now, especially when he learn that Jessica accepted his condition.

“R-Really?” Jessica mutter in shock of course she’s so happy to hear it, Taeyeon chuckled

“Of course, because at first I was afraid that she will find out my condition, well, now, I’m not afraid anymore, and I don’t have any reason to be afraid of.” Taeyeon said and Jessica crashed her body in a hug

“I love you Tae. . . I really do. . .” Taeyeon suddenly felt unease, for some reason but nonetheless he loves her too

“Yeah, I love you too Sica. . . “ Taeyeon catch her lips again and they began to kiss passionately his hands slip to Jessica’s panties and he notice her gasps in between kisses, and he notice that she is so freaking wet, like him. Taeyeon smirk and travel his lips with his butterfly kisses up to her collar bone and deliberately lick it

“ahhh . . . hmmm . . .nghhhmm . . . f-fuck . . . “ Jessica rolled her eyes in pleasure, arches her back as she tangled her fingers to Taeyeon’s ash blonde hair, massaging his scalp sensually. Taeyeon slid down her panty including her short, Jessica lift her legs and wiggle it to help Taeyeon remove her shorts and panty, Taeyeon gasps to her shaved core, well she needs it shave due to her photoshoots, she can sense that Taeyeon is staring at her core which made her shy again

“Y-Yah! . . .d-don’t . . .stare . . .” Jessica blushed and covered her south with her hands. Taeyeon remove it, and he grab her hands and kisses her while he looks to her with his loving gaze

“You are so beautiful Jessica. . “ Jessica blushed the moment her full name rolls to his tongue, her heart beat is beating so fast, damn this Kim Taeyeon because he never failed to make her heart cardiac arrest.

“T-Tae. . . “ Jessica rolled his name to her tongue, Taeyeon smile and he lead her hands to his pants waist band

“Strip me, Jessica.” Taeyeon said and Jessica bit her lower lips and she started to unbuckle his belt and unbutton his pants, she saw the waist band of his briefs, and notice his bulge, well she’s dead curious what is really inside of the briefs, Taeyeon gulp his saliva, hoping that Jessica won’t be shocked, praying that Jessica is telling the truth that she doesn’t give a fuck to his condition. Jessica carefully put her fingers to his briefs waistband and she slowly slide it down and she gasps as she saw a dildo, it looks like a really dick, but it’s fake, it’s made of silicon and tied in a jockstrap, Jessica is staring at his crotch. Taeyeon studying her face, well, he’s so nervous

“S-Sica. . .I-“

“Shh . . .they are wonderful Tae. . .” Jessica hold his soft packers and feeling it, damn, he wishes that he has really a dick so he can feel the massages of Jessica to his crotch. Then Jessica pull and untie the jockstrap and it fell on the ground with his soft packers. Taeyeon mouth agape and he notice Jessica smile and lean forward to his crotch and kiss it.

“Smell’s good Tae.” Taeyeon suddenly felt his knees wobble, as Jessica slid her fingers tracing his clits

“ahhh . . . S-Sica.” Taeyeon stumble to Jessica, he supports his weight by resting his hands to the back rest of the sofa while trapping Jessica between his arms. Jessica still staring to Taeyeon’s core while she plays his wet core

“ahhh . . .nghmm . . .” Taeyeon rolled his eyes in pleasure damn, Taeyeon began to grind his hips up and down following Jessica’s rhythm.

“ahh . . .ahh . . . .S-Sica. . .  s-shit. . . “ Taeyeon groan in pleasure as Jessica began to massage his clits using her thumb in circle

“Tae. . . f-finger fuck me. . .” Taeyeon suddenly felt embarrassed but nonetheless he motioned his right hand to Jessica’s core and plays her slits.

“ahhh . . .ahhh . . .”

“hmmm . . .T-Tae. . . “

“F-Fuck . . .”

Their moans and groans echoes to the room and they are both playing each other’s core, they can feel their throbbing south and their wet cores, Taeyeon slid his index finger inside the tight holes of Jessica and Jessica gasps and she do the same, they are now thrusting their fingers with each other.

“ahh . . “

“Y-Yes. . .”

“AHHH . . . AHHHH . .. AHHH . . “ Jessica scream louder as Taeyeon insert another finger and she suddenly remove her finger inside Taeyeon and hug Taeyeon’s torso burying her finger nails to his tone back. Taeyeon groan and he thrust his fingers harder

“AHH . .AHH . .. AHHHHH . .F-FUCK. . . “

“I’M . . . NEAR. . . .FASTER. . . “ Jessica felt her walls tightens and she arches her back and her toes curls, Taeyeon faster the pace

“TAEYEON!!” Jessica scream as she cum in pool to Taeyeon fingers, Taeyeon grimaces as he releases his hands and he saw the blood with a mixture of her cum, Taeyeon smelled it, and he closes his eyes, savoring it’s good smell, he licks it and damn it taste so good, Jessica is panting hard, catching her breathe

“Tae. . . it f-feels . . .so . . great. . . “ Jessica said and she felt Taeyeon kisses her crown.

“Thank you Sica. .. “

“I love you Tae. . .”

“I love you too.”

3 months later.

Jessica and Taeyeon became officially together, and they learned that Tiffany and Nichkhun is still not official but they have a mutual understanding, they like each other but Nichkhun love her so much. Tiffany still can’t deny that she still has feelings for Taeyeon, that is why she can’t say yes to Nichkhun, well Nichkhun extend his contract to SM Couture Corp as a model and also model partner of Tiffany, they have a huge fan base, shipping them and referring their ship as KhunFany.

Tiffany still felt something’s missing, well she misses Taeyeon so much, his gentle kisses, his sweet chin dimple smile, his soothing and gentle voice, his gentle and sweet touches. Tiffany stared to the mirror as they are taking a break and she saw to the reflection, Taeyeon back hugging Jessica while Jessica is feeding him, it should be her, not her. She should be the one around Taeyeon’s arms, but it’s her fault for breaking up with him, she clenches her skirt, feeling jealous. Her heart still beating his name, damn, she should be straight, she should not fall in love to a trans sexual person, but she really loves him so much, he is perfect for her, and damn that it’s not that easy to move on, she was shocked that Taeyeon move on, but she wish that he is still not moving on. But Taeyeon has a great effect on her.

“Hey.” Nichkhun said as he handed a packed lunch in front of her, Tiffany should be feeling excited, but she felt just normal, well, she knows to herself that she likes him, yeah, like, not love. She felt guilty suddenly to Nichkhun who is trying his best to win her heart, but this Kim Taeyeon is the culprit for stealing her heart completely, she should have listen to him, she should not have dominated by her anger the moment Taeyeon revealed his sexuality.

“Thanks.” Tiffany mutters, Nichkhun suddenly felt her sadness, and he follow the gaze of Tiffany, and he saw that Tiffany is staring to Taeyeon and Jessica who is acting lovey-dovey and he clenched his fist to closes his eyes, so it’s always be Taeyeon. Nichkhun felt the anger to Taeyeon increases. It’s his fault from the start for not telling Tiffany that he is a fucking trans sexual, well that’s what they know, and they still don’t know that Taeyeon’s real condition. Jessica is only the one know about it. Tiffany and Taeyeon still not talking about their break up, and also it became a huge news for their colleagues about the TaeNy break up, they didn’t expect them to break up because they love each other so much. Some of them got angry to Nichkhun, well they are speculating that he is the third party, some of them are angry to Jessica for being such a slut and flirting with Taeyeon. Well no body in that company knows the truth, it’s only between Taeyeon and Jessica. Taeyeon somehow felt guilty and he explained that it is not Jessica’s fault. And it’s just between Taeyeon and Tiffany,

The break ended, Taeyeon grab his DSLR and he pecks the cheeks of Jessica

“See you later hon.” Taeyeon said and Jessica blushed, and her heart beat escalates

“Y-Yeah, see you later.” Jessica shyly said and she move to her studio to start her photoshoot. Taeyeon smile while he watches Jessica’s back going to her studio. Taeyeon was about to walk over to his station, he saw Tiffany shyly smiling to him, Taeyeon’s poor heart is beating wildly, damn, he should be over to Tiffany but Tiffany have a great effect on her, the moment they broke up, they started to be professional but, somewhere between his poor heart, still calling Tiffany’s name

“H-Hi, T-Tae-Tae.” Damn, he missed his pet name rolls to her tongue, Taeyeon look away to Tiffany, damn he needs to shrug off his feelings for her, correction, he has already Jessica, he has a girlfriend already. Now he is feeling guilty for this. Tiffany smirk inwardly, because she knows that Taeyeon still have feelings for her so she needs to take advantage of it.

“Hi, Tiffany-ssi.” Taeyeon composed himself and said greeted her in a very formal way, which made Tiffany frown and she felt her heart clenched as she clenched her clothes, but nonetheless she composes herself

“Hm, do . . . do you-“ Taeyeon look at her in his poker face which Tiffany taken aback

“Tiffany, if you think our relationship is still the same after we broke up, well you are wrong, and I’m going to clarify some things here.” Tiffany felt her heart shuttered into million pieces, well Taeyeon needs to act cold towards her because he doesn’t want to ruin her relationship with Jessica, second he can’t deny that he still has a thing for Tiffany, but he needs to move on and the best way is to distance himself to her so Jessica will not misunderstood them

“First, we are done. Second, I have a girlfriend and I love her so much. Third, we should not be friends, well, you can talk to me but we will talk just work related stuff, nothing more or less. I don’t want to create some issues between us, it-“ Tiffany felt anger and she can’t control her tears anymore

“YOU ARE SO UNFAIR KIM TAEYEON!” Taeyeon was taken about to the outburst of Tiffany who is crying harder in front of him, he wanted to hug her tightly and comforted her but his pride doesn’t let him, and also his status,

“WHY JESSICA CAN BE YOUR BEST FRIEND THE MOMENT WE ARE STILL TOGETHER?!! WHY I’M NOT FUCKING ALLOWED TO BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?!! WHY?!! FUCK YOU TAEYEON!! FUCK YOU!!” Tiffany outburst which made all the people around them look over to them and also Jessica, she notices that Taeyeon’s guilty expression, and she’s now heard whispers just in her proximity, Tiffany run away, well Nichkhun was about to run but someone stop him, and Jessica notices Taeyeon run over to her, she knows that Taeyeon is still in love with Tiffany, she knows it. Maybe their colleagues are right, she is the third party between them, she ruined their relationship, she didn’t even help Taeyeon to fix his relationship to Tiffany, but she stole him from her. Jessica felt guilty, but what is wrong for loving him, she loves him so much that she can’t bear to stand that Taeyeon still chasing for Tiffany. Then she felt a lone tears falling from her eyes. Then she felt some one handed her a handkerchief,

“Crying over to a none sense rumors is not worth of your tears, and it doesn’t suit you. You should smile.” A deep voice of woman said and Jessica look over to her and she notice her doe-eyes staring at her and she grin, Jessica smile and mutter thanks to the woman, well she’s also one of the staff here, they didn’t talk much but, she believes that this woman has a good heart and she felt her concern

“By the way I’m Im Yoona.” Jessica was taken about to the wink of Yoona and she suddenly felt flustered and she notice her extending her hands to her

“I-I’m Jessica Jung. .” Yoona giggle in a teasing tone

“Yeah I know; you are quite famous you know.” Jessica felt embarrassed and damn this Yoona’s teasing way makes her problem flushed down. Thankfully she meets an easy going person which made her forgot her problems.

Taeyeon grab the wrist of Tiffany and they are now in the middle of nowhere chasing her is a tough way to deal with, Tiffany runs like a wind. They both stop their tracks catching their breaths, Tiffany swatted his grip but Taeyeon grips tighter

“Fany . . .” great, now, he calls her with her nickname, she misses it but her pride is consuming her. And she keeps on struggling to the grip of Taeyeon,

“Taeyeon, if you don’t release me I’ll shout here that you are a rapist!” Tiffany exclaimed,

“If I release you don’t run, okay? Please just let me explain,” Taeyeon pleaded

“What? We are done right? And I hate you so much,”

“I still love you, and for what I’d said a while, I’m sorry, ,it’s just that. . . I have a-“ Tiffany felt her heart escalates but suddenly felt a clenched

“A girlfriend, I know, Kim Taeyeon, I fucking know! So you don’t have to emphasize that you have a fucking girlfriend because it damn too hurts!! I hate you Kim Taeyeon!” Tiffany outbursts and she began to cry harder and Taeyeon crashed his body to her while Tiffany is struggling and punching his chest

“Let me go!” Taeyeon hugs her tightly, burying his face to her crook,

“I love you Fany-ah. . . I’m sorry. . . but . . .I love her too . . .” Tiffany scoff and she pushes him away, glaring at him

“I don’t love you Taeyeon, you are disgusting, and I don’t swing that way!” Taeyeon smirk and shook his head

“You sure you don’t love me? Then why are you acting like this huh?!” Taeyeon mock and he walk closer to her cornering her, he saw the unease face of Tiffany and he saw her blushing, she can’t look directly to his eyes

“Y-Yah, T-Tae. . .w-what are you doing?” Tiffany felt his hands cup her cheeks and he directed gaze to him

“Fany, listen to me.” Taeyeon said in almost a commanding tone, Tiffany don’t have a choice but to obey him, she felt her legs wobbling

“I’m not gay, okay. . .  my condition is . . .complicated, I’m an intersex person Fany-ah. . .” Tiffany widen her eyes as she mouth agape, she can’t believe that kind of condition really exists, she thought that it is fictional but it’s not.

“My parents, thought about me as a female, well because when I was born I have a female genital, that’s the reason why my name is feminine sounding.” Tiffany look to his onyx orbs and she can tell that this guy telling her the truth, she is now guilty for jumping to wrong conclusions which ruined their relationship.

“Then when I reached puberty, my body started to acted weird because I didn’t grow mounds like the woman should have, my muscle amount is much higher than my fat content even though I’m not working out, and my bone structures are similar to males, I grew my adam’s apple, and excessive hairs like to men. My voice is not really female sounding. So my parents brought me to a specialist, and they found out that I’m an intersex.” Taeyeon explained then he saw the tears falling down from the eyes of Tiffany,

“Don’t cry, I’m really sorry. . .I’m really sorry for not telling you this from the start.” Tiffany crashed her body to him and she hug him tighter

“I-I’m . . . I’m s-sorry Tae-Tae. . .I’m r-really really . . .s-sorry.” Taeyeon smiled and he rub her back in comforting manner

“It’s okay now Fany-ah. . .” Tiffany grip to his clothes tighter

“I’m r-really s-stupid. . .I’m so stupid to let you go . . . I-“

“shh, you are not okay, well it’s my fault for not telling you this . . .I’m sorry. . “

“I-I . . .I still love you Tae. . . I really do, I felt betrayed the moment you revealed your secret, I thought that you are a trans sexual, then my anger . . .my anger consumed me. . .that’s why I pushed you away. . .” Taeyeon caresses her hair and comforting her

“It’s okay, well maybe I might have reacted the same as you, you know.” Taeyeon chuckled. Tiffany release a sigh and she caresses his back, she misses his warmth

“I miss you so much Tae-Tae. . “ Taeyeon smile and he kissed her head crown

“I miss you too Fany-ah. . .but you know that I have a-“

“Yeah girlfriend!” Tiffany face Taeyeon and she puff her cheeks in a cute way, he giggles to her cute jealous action.

“But I love her so much too, but you still have a special place deep inside my heart which no one can replace.” Tiffany face him and she closes her eyes

“Tae, I will wait. . . please let me love you . . . I will keep on holding you,” Taeyeon caresses her cheeks and lean forward to kiss her forehead

“Of course Fany-ah, just wait for me okay, it’s just that I need to sort out my feelings. . . “ Tiffany nodded and she hug him for the last time, it’s not a good bye hug, but see you later hug.

“Thanks Fany-ah, thanks for understanding. . “ Tiffany tighten her hug

“Thank you too Tae-Tae. . . I love you.” Tiffany said and she mumble the last sentence but Taeyeon heard it and he smile genuinely

“Just wait for me. . . “

I will love you unconditionally 01


“Move your right hand a little closer to your forearm.” The brunette curly hair which is perfectly salon, her right eyes is covered slightly with her bangs wearing a see through floral patterned cardigan, black crop top inside, patterned skirt sitting on the pink blanket which her left shin is below her right thighs, sitting side-ways. Move her right hand a little closer to her left forearm which is resting perfectly on her knees, her hazel orbs look directly to the camera lens, surrounded by lights and some floral decoration acting as the background.


“Okay, good. Then smile a little please.” The model obeys, as she curls her corner lips with her little smile. Then her gaze suddenly followed to a petite ash blonde guy wearing a black over-sized sweaters and cargo ripped jeans and a pair of sneakers holding his camera and he is pointing its lens at her and series of snapshots of the camera and the continues flashing of lights within her proximity. The model keeps on her poses, then the ash blonde guy hangs his DSLR to his neck and beam his cute chin dimple smile and a charming wink to the model, which made the model blushed


“Yah! Taeyeon-ssi!” The main photographer scolded the ash blonde hair guy named Taeyeon, which the latter scratch his nape and bow his head slightly with apology. Kim Taeyeon is working in SM Couture Corp as a professional photographer and the model that is now doing the photoshoot for the next promotional magazine is his girlfriend, named Tiffany Hwang.


“I’m sorry, Mr. Park.” Taeyeon mutter and he awkwardly smile and glances over to his lover and he saw her beams her eye-smile and she giggle.


“Aish* okay we need to take a break.” Mr. Park said, heck, Tiffany is being on the shoot since 4 hours ago, and Taeyeon as a careful and loving boyfriend made a move to distract to shoot so that the main photographer will call for a break, Tiffany was about to stand up and she felt a familiar hand to her forearm and he guide her to stand which this simple gesture made her blushed.


“Baby, come on let’s eat.” Taeyeon said to his lover and he wrap his protective arms to Tiffany’s waist and pull her body closer to him. They are about the same in height, and since Tiffany is wearing a heels, she is slightly taller than Taeyeon. She felt a caresses to her waist


“Babe, don’t do it again, I mean earlier, that you distract me.” Tiffany mutter, as they continue to walk, Taeyeon glance and chuckle and peck her cheeks


“Baby you look tired, I can see it through your face, and you are hungry too.” Well, her boyfriend hit the bull’s eye, but of course she loves her job and it is her passion. Thankfully that her relationship with Taeyeon is not against to the company, well they need to be discreet due to avoid some issues in her fans. So if they are in the public, Tiffany needs to wear some disguise and lower the public display of affection with Taeyeon. Of course his boyfriend is very understanding and she’s glad to have him.


“You really are something, Kim Taeyeon.” Taeyeon grin sheepishly and Tiffany chuckled to her dork boyfriend, his baby face always mistaken him as a college student or much worst is a high school student. But she doesn’t mind because she loves him so much,


“Taengoo?” An angelic and melodic voice made the couple look to her, and Taeyeon beam his excited shocked face, which made Tiffany suddenly felt clench to her heart. She saw how Taeyeon got excited to this ash brown wavy hair which is perfectly salon, wearing a daring navy blue dress which hugging her perfect curves. Damn and this woman is gifted to her chest department which made her insecure and Tiffany possessively grab the hands of Taeyeon and she interlace it with her hand, his goddamn hot best friend makes her feel like this.


“Aigoo~ Sica are you done with your shoot now?” Taeyeon massages the knuckles of Tiffany using his thumb, his best friend secretly glances to their interlace hands and she clench her jaws, damn this man in front of her that she secretly love for almost 10 years, yes freaking 10 years, and she never attempt to be in a relationship, which her midget best friend keeps on bugging her to have a boyfriend because she’s wasting her beauty, and of course her heart is the one who blame, which was already stolen by her best friend named Kim Taeyeon. And she even gives him some hints but this midget is really crazily in love with Tiffany Hwang before he got his job here. Tiffany is quite famous model same as her but, her best friend never notices her advances to him, and for the 10 years of friendship, Taeyeon just see her as his best friend. The moment her best friend got this job 5 years ago, he courted Tiffany for a few months, well the woman rejected him for 3 times, she even told him that he should move on.

But her midget best friend was very persistent to have Tiffany Hwang as his girlfriend. Then after a few months, Taeyeon and Tiffany became officially together, that made her world stumble and her heart was pierced with a million knives that time. But then she treasured their friendship, she loves him, but he loves her, what a fucked up situation. She looks to the couple with a composed and calm face, hiding her jealousy, damn this Tiffany Hwang, she’s so lucky to have Taeyeon as her boyfriend.


“Hm, yes Taengo.” Tiffany always cringed every time this bitch, saying his pet name in a fucking shy tone, and that sweet gazes to her boyfriend, yes for her goddamn’s sake boyfriend. But lucky her that her boyfriend is crazily in love with her, and she will not let anyone to steal her boyfriend.


“Oh, you wanna join us to grab something to eat?” Tiffany grip the hands of Taeyeon tightly and Taeyeon glances to her with a concern look


“Are you okay baby?” Taeyeon faces her lover and Tiffany just beam her eye-smile and mutter okay to him, this made his best friend look away, because damn it’s too painful that the one that you love is with somebody else.


“Taengo, it’s . . .o-okay, I-I. . .I-I think, I need to go somewhere.” Her cracked voice of her best friend made also Taeyeon worried to her.


“Hey Sica you okay?”


“Yes, I’m fine don’t worry, and please enjoy your lunch with Tiffany.” Her best friend excused and she bid a good bye to the couple and accidently met her gaze to Tiffany which dead glaring her, well she’s not affected, this cold war started ever since Taeyeon and Tiffany dated, but Taeyeon is too dense to notice this cold war. Tiffany is slightly having an idea that Jessica Jung, her boyfriend’s best friend is freaking in love with her boyfriend that is why she despises this woman the most, but they just putting some act so that Taeyeon will not worried to them, they are acting nice just in front of Taeyeon.


“Okay, take care Sica-yah.” Taeyeon said in his caring tone, don’t get him wrong but he only care for his best friend named Jessica Jung, which is also a model in SM Couture Corp, and nothing more. Well, Tiffany always mistaken it that Taeyeon has a thing for his best friend, and it always lead to a huge misunderstanding and leads to argument. Then they got tired of fighting over it, due to Tiffany’s childish jealousy, and Taeyeon made her realize that Jessica is really only his best friend nothing more.


“Okay you too.” Jessica response and she left the couple. Taeyeon felt his girlfriend release her hand to him and he felt that Tiffany is angry at him, again.


“Baby, you that Sica is just my-“


“Your best friend. I know Taeyeon. But please. . .don’t act so caring to other woman if I’m just beside you.” Tiffany said in her irritated tone and she crosses her arms and she felt the hands her boyfriend wrap to her waist caressing it while back hugging her and kisses her clothe shoulder blades


“I love you Fany-ah. . .I only love you . . .and my heart only shouts your name. . . “ Taeyeon said in his sweet tone, damn his voice his so soothing and can make Tiffany very calm, his name really suits his voice.


“I love you too Tae-Tae. . . but . . .I-I’m . . . I’m j-just jealous okay. . .” Tiffany pout her lips and Taeyeon chuckled


“Don’t be jealous over Sica, damn your butt is more sexy than he-“ Then she receive a smack to his head and he hissed in pain


“Yah! Byuntae!” Tiffany scolded and she stomped away to Taeyeon, which made the guy panicked


“A-Ah. . .w-wait baby.” Taeyeon chased his girlfriend moving out to the studio.








After the break the couple back to the studio and Tiffany’s manager welcomed them


“Tiffany-ssi, you need to come with me and I’ll introduce you to your new partner in your new photoshoot next week.” Her manager said and Tiffany glance to Taeyeon


“I need to go now baby, see you later.” Tiffany peck his lips and Taeyeon nodded, and beam his chin dimple smile, he watches Tiffany and her manager talk as they walk away from him. Taeyeon release a sigh, and he clenched his fist, because he has a secret which no one knows even his own girlfriend, they are in a relationship for almost 2 years of relationship. As the time goes by, Taeyeon is eating up with her nervousness, and feeling guilty for Tiffany for not letting her know his darkest secret. Taeyeon walk back to the studio, praying that one day if the right time comes, Tiffany will accept his condition.







“Good afternoon, I’m Nichkhun Horvejkul. Nice to meet you Tiffany-ssi.” A golden blonde hair man wearing a black suit named Nichkhun beam his charming smile and extend his hands to Tiffany and Tiffany smile to him with her signature eye-smile and shook his hands


“Nice to meet you too, Nichkhun-ssi.” Tiffany replied in the same manner, then they heard the manager clasps his hands and smiling to them


“Okay, since you two will need to work together as partners, you need to know each other so that you won’t be awkward to your shoot okay?” the manager said and the two nodded, unbeknown to Tiffany, Nichkhun glance to her and he subconsciously smile as he is now captivated by the beauty of Tiffany. The manager left them and Tiffany glances back to Nichkhun and the guy composes himself to her


“So. . . Nichkhun-ssi. . “ Tiffany started, well she’s really sociable person, and no dull moments with her, that made Nichkhun blushed as he heard his name roll to Tiffany’s tongue.


“Drop off the honorifics Tiffany. Just call me Nichkhun, or Khun or Nick, which ever you preferred.” Nichkhun beam his eye-smile, well Tiffany is fascinated to his eye-smile,


“oh you have eye-smile too it’s nice, Khun. . “ Tiffany complimented, don’t get her wrong she’s just blunted out compliments to people she converse with. And it’s completely nothing and without malice. The guy blushed and scratch his nape shyly


“Hm, Thanks, Tiff. But your eye-smile is the best.” Nichkhun complimented in his charming way as he composed himself and damn he just give her a nickname.


“Sure thing. Hm, by the why your name is not Korean sounding, which country are you from?” Tiffany asked


“Hm, actually my family is Thai and lives in Cali and I was born and raised there.” Nichkhun said perfectly in English and Tiffany got amazed


“Oh, I see, I was born in Cali too, but my parents are both Koreans, I was just raised and born there, that is my I have an English name, well I don’t like my Korean name really, by the way, which is part of Cali are you?” Tiffany replied in the same manner, damn, Nichkhun gulp to her sexy English accent of Tiffany and it made his poor heart beating like a marathon


“oh, wow, hm, I’m from R-Rancho Cucamonga . . “ Nichkhun stuttered


“Really? That’s really far from mine, well I’m from San Francisco.” Tiffany replied,


“Hm, Tiff. . . c-can . . .c-can I get your number?” Nichkhun asked well he tried to gather his courage to asked her. Well maybe it’s his chance to get to know her more and even if their contract ended they might still keep in touch in the future. Then a small baby looking face guy entered and wrap his arms protectively to the waist of Tiffany and Tiffany gasps and beam her sweetest eye-smile to that midget guy and his heart broke when he witnesses the two peck, to their freaking lips, just in front of him, he clenched his fist, of course Tiffany Hwang is gorgeous and very warm person so there is no way that she’s available,


“Baby, are you done with your shoot? And what are you doing here?” Honestly Taeyeon is there just a few minutes ago and he sense that this bushy brow guy will hit his girlfriend, even though they are having a conversation in English, which he really sucks the most, the last question made him alarmed and there is no way that he will let this guy flirt with his girlfriend.


“Why? Is visiting and checking on my girlfriend is a crime?” Taeyeon emphasize the girlfriend word and he glare to the bushy brow guy and they are having a glare war to each other. Tiffany is not dense like him, Tiffany smirk that his cute dorky boyfriend is jealous, and she found it cute. So this is the time so she can tease him just a little and let him taste his own medicine every time he’s spending time with his bitch best friend.


“Oh, it’s not, by the way this is Nichkhun Horvejkul, my model partner.” Nichkhun faked smile and he extend his hands to the midget, while Taeyeon took it and he grip it harder


“Nice to meet you, Nikon-ssi.” Taeyeon said and Tiffany chuckled


“Tae, it’s Nichkhun not Nikon, and Khun, this dorky guy is my boyfriend his name is Kim Taeyeon.” Tiffany said and Nichkhun blushed that Tiffany defended her, this made Taeyeon really pissed and clench his fist more and Nichkhun do the same, dead glaring with each other, Tiffany suddenly felt guilty and she grab the forearm of Taeyeon and caresses it


“Tae, be nice to him, he is just my-“ Tiffany whisper while Taeyeon and Nichkhun is still dead glaring with each other


“Your model partner, I know, but it’s just that. . . this Nikon is flirting you baby, and I don’t like it,” Taeyeon gritted his teeth as he responds to Tiffany, the model sighs a defeat, well, she might cause this two rumble here and it is embarrassing if that happened. Tiffany smile an apology to Nichkhun


“Khun, can you excuse us for a moment please.”


“Oh, sure Tiff.” Taeyeon cringed to their nicknames and he dangerously glare Nichkhun and Tiffany drag him away while he saw the bushy brow guy smirk








“Khun and Tiff? What’s that huh?” Taeyeon mock as they are now in her dressing room, Tiffany’s private dressing room. Tiffany poker face and crosses her arms


“Well, what’s with the Sica and Taengoo huh?” Tiffany scoff in disbelief and she stomp away to Taeyeon and sit to the nearest couch. Taeyeon massages his temples and release a sigh. And he glances over to Tiffany who is sulking, Taeyeon walk near to Tiffany, and he sit just beside the model, Tiffany scoot away from Taeyeon but Taeyeon move to her closer and trap her. Tiffany gasps


“T-Tae. . “ Taeyeon lean forward to catch her lips but Tiffany push him away which made the latter shock, Tiffany didn’t meant to pushed him it is just that she’s too annoyed and not in the mood right now, because of this childish argument.


“F-Fany? . . “ Taeyeon mutter in shock and he clench his fist, Tiffany got guilty and she moves closer to Taeyeon and she was about to cup his cheeks but Taeyeon swatted her hands


“Tiffany are you in love with that guy?! Huh?!” Taeyeon outburst which made Tiffany shocked


“Wha- OF COURSE NOT!!” Tiffany defended, well it’s her first time that she saw Taeyeon in this kind of state, usually he understands this kind the most, but today is really different.


“Then why did you rejected my kiss huh?! Why did you fucking pushed me aw-“ Then Tiffany capture his lips and she wrap her arms tightly to the guy and massaging his scalp, it’s the only way to make him shut. Taeyeon tilt his head to deepen the kiss while he places his hands to the waist of Tiffany and caresses it, Tiffany straddles her boyfriend and completely rest her clothe body to Taeyeon, Tiffany felt his bulge and she brushed it in purpose, Taeyeon groan in pleasure and suddenly he is freaking nervous, his heart beat is beating irregularly, damn.

It feels like Tiffany wants to get laid right here and right now. Taeyeon and Tiffany continue to lip lock, as their saliva is dripping on the side of their mouth. But Taeyeon is now eating up with his guilt, it’s not the right time to tell her his condition, it’s not, Taeyeon release the kiss and they are panting hard to their made out session, Tiffany slip her hands under the sweaters of Taeyeon and she massages his abs, Taeyeon groan in pleasure, he can fell his south is throbbing and leaking.


“F-Fany-ah . . .” Taeyeon groan and he stop his girlfriend which made the latter creased her eye brows


“What Tae-Tae? Don’t you want inside me?” Tiffany said in irritation, way to go ruining the moment. Taeyeon feeling more guilty and he can’t take it, he don’t want to hide it from Tiffany but he is afraid and his mind filling up with ‘what ifs-‘


“F-Fany. . . I. . . I want to-“ Taeyeon was about to explain then Tiffany beam her eye-smile and clasps her hands


“Great! I want you to fuck me Kim Taeyeon. As in now.” Tiffany said in her seductive tone, and lean her body against the latter and she kneed his bulge, Taeyeon gulp


“F-Fany . . .”


“You’re junior is so hard baby. . . just . . .let me take care of him okay. . . “ Tiffany unbuckles his belt, Taeyeon widen his eyes and stop Tiffany immediately and Tiffany beam her ‘what-now-look’ to Taeyeon


“Hm, Fany . . .there is something that . . . I . . .” Taeyeon straighten up his body and he sit properly, Tiffany crosses her arms in irritation, damn it’s only rare to find a guy that is not into sex. This made Tiffany really pissed,


“What Kim Taeyeon, better be tell your valid explanation. . . “ Tiffany said in her dangerous tone and Taeyeon suddenly felt scared, what if Tiffany despised her, and many what ifs again pop up to his mind.


“F-Fany . . . I . . I . . .d-don’t have . . . “ Damn he don’t know what to say, and he can’t utter the right words,


“You don’t have what Kim Taeyeon? You’re loosing out my patience now.” Tiffany said in her annoyed tone eyeing her nervous boyfriend.


“I. . I don’t have . . .the ‘guy’ . . . thingies. . .” Taeyeon mutter in a whisper which made Tiffany confused


“What do you mean?” Tiffany felt her heart suddenly beating so hard and it feels like if Taeyeon explained it properly, that will be the end of their relationship.


“Tiffany, I don’t have a dick . . . “ Taeyeon finally said it, and he can’t look to Tiffany and all he heard is her sniffs,


“H-How. . .are you a . . .I . . .it’s . . . “ Tiffany can’t utter words she’s speechless she felt betrayed so it means that she’s dating a trans sexual? That is why Kim Taeyeon has a feminine name? but what is the bulge in his pants?


“Fany-ah . . .I-“ Taeyeon gather his courage to explain


“Then what is the bulge that I just felt a while?” Tiffany tried not to cracked her voice, damn her tears didn’t stop falling to her cheeks


“It’s . . .a dildo, Fany-ah, a soft packers.. . because I-“ Taeyeon said


“Enough! I’m not gay Taeyeon, for Christsake! You tricked me! I hate you!! What have I done to deserve this?!! Huh?” Taeyeon widen his eyes and shook his head violently


“N-No. . .it’s not like that F-“ Taeyeon was about to explain


“I SAID ENOUGH! I’m so done with your explanation!! You are disgusting! I just kissed a Trans gend?! Damn you Kim Taeyeon!!” Tiffany outburst and she walks out to her dressing room leaving Kim Taeyeon who is not crying, damn, this is what he afraid off, but she didn’t even listen to his explanation, this stupid condition made him like that, he don’t want to be an intersex person. He was born with female genital, he supposed to be a girl, but as the puberty strikes out, his body and muscle amount is the same as male, his mound didn’t grow, that is why his parents decided to make him a male, because he has adam’s apple, his voice is hoarse and deep like male, his bone structure also, but the thing is he don’t have a manhood. Taeyeon got out and he don’t want this stupid life any more, he knew it from the start that no one will accept his condition, he should have listen to his parents. But he has needs too, he wants to be loved.







Tiffany run away from her dressing room, she can’t believe that she’s been dating a trans sexual, she’s never a gay, she doesn’t eat pussy, it’s disgusting, and she can’t believe that the surgery done with that guy is really realistic, his voice, his built is really manly, no traces of female features. Tiffany suddenly felt someone beside her and she’s been crying to the back stage with less people, while her stream of tears falling to her cheeks, and she saw a handkerchief in front of her and she look to the owner


“Here, crying really doesn’t suit to a gorgeous woman like you.” Nichkhun said and he smile in comfort and Tiffany get the handkerchief


“Thanks Khun. . .” Nichkhun smile and he sit beside Tiffany with a safe distance he doesn’t want to scare her or something, or even create some issue between them, he kinda respect Tiffany that she’s already taken.


“Hm, sure no problem, but I’m just here with all ears if you want that to release, you know it really helps if you release your negative emotions deep inside your heart.” Nichkhun suggest, Tiffany felt flustered and suddenly she remember what happened earlier,


“Khun. . . Taeyeon . . .he, no I mean she’s a . . . “ Tiffany suddenly cracked her voice and begin to cry hard again which made Nichkhun carefully place his hands at the back of Tiffany and rub her back to comfort her, Tiffany scooted closer and she bury her face to the chest of the latter, which made him blushed and his heart is racing madly, Nichkhun wrap his protective arms around Tiffany and comforted the woman as if she’s a fragile glass.


“Ssssh.. . it’s okay Tiff, just cry it out okay. . . . I’m just here. . . “ Nichkhun kiss the head crown of Tiffany and he felt the arms of Tiffany snake to his waist and hugging him tightly.


Unbeknown to them, Taeyeon saw it, he even heard what Tiffany said to that guy. He began to cry harder and run away from the place, his heart is stabbed in a million knives, it damn hurts, it’s his fault for not listening to his parents, he should listen to them, and now, he is hurting like hell, then Jessica saw Taeyeon running away


“Taengo!” Jessica called him but the guy run away faster, Jessica is about to start her photoshoot, but she saw her best friend hurt, and she can’t take it. Then she fished out her phone to dial Taeyeon, but the guy’s phone is off. Damn it. Jessica look for her manager


“Sooyoung, can you please move my photoshoot tomorrow? Hm. . .there’s an emergency . . . I’m really sorry.” Jessica said and Sooyoung nodded and beam a smile


“Oh, sure go ahead, I hope that nothing’s bad happened, just take care.” Thankfully that Sooyoung is really a nice manager. Jessica grab her things and bid a goodbye and run off to her white BMW parked outside. She hates running, she doesn’t run if she’s late, but if it’s for Taeyeon, she will run. Then she quickly starts her engine and drive away to the place, trying to call him again while she looks around and trying to find her best friend


“Damn it Taeyeon, answer the fucking phone!” Jessica curse and she can’t really reach the phone of Taeyeon, then she saw the familiar figure,


“Aish* this midget, I finally found you.” Her best friend, just get inside to a bar, Jessica pull her car to the curb and she parked it, she widens her eyes as she realizes that it is a fucking gay bar! What the hell that Kim Taeyeon doing to a gay bar? Jessica put some disguise of course she can’t risk, but she’s doing this for her best friend and her love. Jessica get inside and she’s welcomed by a loud beam of music and LED lights with different colors striking to her eyes, she’s looking for her best friend


“Hey, gorgeous, do you want to drink with me?” A tanned woman approach her charmingly and she wink, based on this woman’s clothing, she’s a tomboy. Jessica shook her head


“Aw, come on, I’m Kwon Yuri, what’s your name?” Yuri extend her hands, well it’s not like Jessica is feel disgusted, but she felt annoyed because she can’t find her midget best friend


“Hm, I’m sorry Yuri-ssi, but I’m looking for somebody else. And I have someone with me also, I’m sorry.” Jessica politely reject her and she heard her a sigh of defeat and disappointment, then she saw that familiar figure, sitting on the bar stool drinking a bottle of vodka, Jessica stride towards him and snatch the drink, she knows that Taeyeon has a very low alcohol tolerance, she heard him groan in annoyance


“Y-Yah! Gimmwee bwack . . thwatt . . “ Taeyeon is already drunk and he tried to stand but his legs became wobbly, and trying to snatch back his drink, Jessica hold Taeyeon carefully, and she cup his face, his warm face due to the alcohol


“Taengo, let’s go, please. . . .” Jessica said in her caring tone, and she grab the hands of Taeyeon but Taeyeon swatted her arms which made her yelp


“Gwet away . . .from meee. . .  I down’t nweed you . . “ Taeyeon back facing her and he ordered another bottle but Jessica forcefully face him and she grabs the face of Taeyeon and crashed her lips to him, Jessica closes her eyes tightly as she tasted the bitterness of Taeyeon’s mouth, Taeyeon is responding to the kiss while his hands travel to her butt and squeeze it, she moan in his mouth


“hmm . . .” Taeyeon slip his hands to Jessica’s skirt, which made Jessica’s heart beat is beating wildly, damn, she’s making him a cheater. Jessica suddenly felt guilty and release him from their steamy lip-locking.


“T-Tae. . .I’m s-sorry . . .it’s just that  . . .I got carried away. . .” Jessica said and Taeyeon suddenly knocked out, as his head fell to Jessica’s mounds, Jessica caught him, and she’s blushing to this proximity, Jessica caresses the ash blonde fringes of Taeyeon carefully,


“Hm, miss you want me to help you carry your boyfriend to your car?” The bar tender asked, well she really wished that he is her boyfriend, but she can’t argue right now, and she felt sorry for him again, that kiss should not happened because Taeyeon already have Tiffany.


“Okay sure thanks.” Then the bar tender lift Taeyeon sideways and Jessica guided him to her car, the bar tender put Taeyeon to the passenger sit carefully, Jessica handed a tip to the bar tended and mutter thanks again. Jessica get inside her car, she glances to Taeyeon and she buckle his sit belt and she heard him snoring, Jessica giggle, as she watches that tempting lips of Taeyeon that she just kissed a while ago. Jessica runs her thumb to his lips,


“PPany . . . I’m . . .s-sorry . . .please . . .don’t broke  up . . .with me. . “ Jessica widen her eyes and she witnesses Taeyeon’s corner eyes with tears, Jessica wipe it, and she felt worried to her best friend. Jessica peck the cheeks of Taeyeon and caresses it


“Sh. . .I’m here Taengo, just please let me. . . let me love you and take care of you okay? I won’t leave you. . . I love you Kim Taeyeon.” Jessica lean to the latter’s lips to claim it again, she just gives him a chase kiss. Jessica starts to drive away from the bar going to her condo unit.







Jessica is staring to the sleeping Taeyeon, on her double sized modern bed, Jessica is wearing her comfortable tank top and shorts, messily bun her hair. She sits to the edge of her bed as she runs her hands to the face of Taeyeon


“PPany . . .” Taeyeon muttered and he stirred up to the sudden touch and that made Jessica shocked and felt hurt at the same time, Taeyeon groan in pain and massages his temples and he look around and he saw Jessica


“Omo . . .Sica? w-what are you doing here?” Taeyeon said and he sit up properly and he heard her giggle


“Pabo, of course it’s my unit Taeng. You are here at my bed.” Taeyeon widen his eyes and damn he can’t remember what happened. Then he notices that they are still in clothes and he sigh a relief, Jessica chuckled


“Yah! It’s not like I’m going to take advantage of you, aish*” Jessica lied, well she’s really tempted to rape the vulnerable Taeyeon, but of course she loves him so much that she will not hurt him due to her wrong actions. Taeyeon suddenly remember what happened, to him and Tiffany, Jessica notice the change of mood of the latter and she got worried, Jessica scoot closer to him


“Taengo, what happened? Because you were so drunk a while ago. . .” Jessica suddenly remember their first kiss, well more like her first kiss with Taeyeon, Jessica subconsciously touch her lips.


“Hm, Tiffany and I . . . are broke up already . . “ Taeyeon said and he closed his eyes as he remember that Nikon guy hugging her Tiffany. Then a tear falls from his eyes, then Jessica notice it and she cup his cheeks and wipes it. Taeyeon open his eyes, and he saw the flustered face of Jessica and looking to his lips, then Jessica retracted her hands and look away to Taeyeon


“I-I’m . . .s-sorry. . “ Jessica mutter, and Taeyeon chuckled,


“You don’t have to, well, I’m just glad to have a best friend like you Sica, you are so caring and sweet, I bet your future husband will be lucky to have you as his wife.” Jessica got a mixed feeling about his statement and cringe to the ‘best friend’ word, damn this guy is too dense, isn’t not obvious that she’s so in love with him. Jessica got annoyed and she get up to the bed which made Taeyeon alarmed.


“Sica? Did I say something wrong?” Taeyeon was about to follow Jessica and Jessica glared him, Taeyeon widen his eyes as he witnesses his best friend crying


“STUPID TAEYEON! STUPID STUPID STUPID!!” Jessica outburst and she run away, Taeyeon quickly get up and chase the latter


“Yah! Sica wait!” Taeyeon run to her and he back hug her, while Jessica is struggling away from Taeyeon, but she can’t get out to his tight hug


“Hey, hey, easy. . .why are you mad at me? Please I don’t want to lose you too, Sica, you are so important to me, you are my precious best fri-“ Jessica violently push Taeyeon away and glared him which made the latter shock


“THAT’S THE PROBLEM!! I’M ONLY JUST YOUR BEST FRIEND!! I HATE IT!! YOU ARE SO DUMB TAEYEON!! STUPID!!” Jessica grab random things and throw it to Taeyeon but Taeyeon’s fast reflexes caught it and he suddenly got shock to the confession, then he felt his heart is beating as if it wants to get out from its rib cage.


“Sica. . . “ Taeyeon suddenly became scared, and he can’t love anyone anymore, because of his goddamn condition, he lowered his head


“I-I . . .I’m sorry  . . “ Taeyeon said and Jessica scoff


“I know you don’t love me and YOU WILL NEVER BE!! WHAT IS SO GOOD TO THAT TIFFANY HWANG THAT I DON’T HAVE HUH?!! ANSWER ME?!!” Jessica outburst as her tears streaming down to her cheeks her face is burning in anger, her body is increasing its temperature


“Sica, you deserve somebody else. . .I . . .I-I don’t-“


“GODDAMNIT KIM TAEYEON!! IT’S NOT YOU WHO WILL DECIDE WHO IS GOOD FOR ME!! DON’T YOU GET IT?!! IT’S BECAUSE OF YOU!! YOU STOLE MY HEART!! NOW I CAN’T OUT FALL FOR YOU BECAUSE YOU ARE SO FUCKING UNFAIR AND YOU DIDN’T EVEN RETURN MY HEART!!!” Jessica shouted, Taeyeon run to her and she hug her tightly, while Jessica is struggling and punching his chest violently


“I hate you!!”


“I hate you Kim Taeyeon!!”


“I HA-“ then his lips silent her, Taeyeon deepen the kiss as he tilt his head cupping the back of the head of Jessica while his other hand it caressing her back


“Hmmm . . .” Jessica give in to his kiss, she closes her eyes, while her tears are falling, Taeyeon nibble her lower lips and thrust his tongue while he pinned Jessica to the wall, there is no inch found to their body, Jessica felt the erection of Taeyeon hitting her sensitive spot, damn her heart beat is beating like crazy, Taeyeon pinned her arms at the top of her head, sucking and nibbling her soft lips.


“Hmm . . “ Jessica moan and she rubs her exposed thighs to his erection, Taeyeon suddenly became aware to his condition, and he release the steamy kiss as their saliva drips and stick out as they parted, they are panting hard, catching their breath. Jessica got worried and she felt that Taeyeon back away from her, but she stops him.


“Hey. . .’ Jessica mutter in a worried tone, Taeyeon look away and release a sigh


“Sica, I’m a freak. . .I’m disgusting . . .You don’t deserve me. . .someone like me . . . I’m really sorry . . “ Taeyeon said and he was about to walk away, Jessica pounced her body to him giving him a tight hug afraid that she won’t see him again.


“You are not Tae. . . I love you, and you are not a freak-“


“I’m an intersex, Sica! I don’t have a dick for goddamn’s sake!! I’m a half male and half female . . “ Taeyeon finally said it and Jessica look at him, as if she don’t care, she’s shock to his confession, but it’s not the body that Jessica loves about him, it’s himself, his personality and being. Jessica give him a sweet smile and peck his lips


“I don’t care Tae, it’s not your physical body that I’m in love with . . .it’s you . . .it’s your being a Kim Taeyeon, so you don’t have to feel like that, because I don’t care . . . I just love you Tae. . . “


“S-Sica. . . “ Taeyeon was speechless, then he felt a cup to his cheeks caressing it


“Just please. . . let me love you . . . let me. . . please. . . I love you . . .” Taeyeon felt a tears to his eyes, damn, why he didn’t notice her from the start, Taeyeon leans forward to catch her lips again and Jessica smile as they kiss sweetly, and slowly, they both release their kiss.


“I love you too Sica. Thank you for loving me. . . “ 

Our first time

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Another hectic schedule for this certain woman with a brunette straight hair wearing her corporate attire. She bears a lot of responsibility, to be a good daughter, to be successful future heiress, to be a good wife? Well, she doesn’t have a boyfriend since birth, so how will she become a good wife? Maybe her parents said so. She’s siting to her expensive leather office chair with high ceiling tempered glass window with the view of daytime of the skyline of Seoul.

The battle of the sun rays heat and her acoustical air-conditioned modern office, makes her head dizzy and not to mentions the pressure that she’s feeling every time she do her paper works, proposal, and some paper works again and proposal, and cross-checking and her parents. Yes, she has a very demanding parents, well maybe being in this kind of life style makes her love life neglected. Damn this life. Then a knocked echoed in her office

“Ms. Hwang?” oh, Ms. Lee’s voice her assistant, the heiress compose herself

“Come in.” her husky voice echoed then followed by the clicking sound of the door opened and revealing a small woman in her shoulder length brunette hair wearing a white collared long-sleeve polo tucks in her high waist black slacks and then her black hills clicking as she walks towards her while holding her ‘work’ of course

“Ms. Hwang kindly please sign it.” There it goes then the folder contains a paper that need her sign, what now? Is she a K-pop having a fan sign event or something? Well, she needs to do it, more like required, she mindlessly signed it, and handed it to her assistant

“Thank you Ms. Hwang. Have a good day.” Good day? geez, hope she really have a good day, she nodded her head to her assistant and beam her small smile and then her assistant left. Then she releases a sigh, and lean her aching back comfortably in her expensive leather office chair. She crosses her smooth legs under her black modern wooden office table. Then a ring from her iphone echoed her office, she grabs her pink Hermes purse and fish out her iphone. Then her caller is her mom, great, this will be another lecture or maybe some instruction again or something and of course she’s expecting that it is related to the company

“Hello mom?” she said from the other line

“Miyoung,” great, that stupid Korean name, which she really despises, the heiress wrinkled her nose in displeased

“Yes. Mom?” she involuntarily responded

“We need to go to Prague tomorrow and we will be having some business tour with our new investor, the Kim Corporation.” Great, meeting some investors again? Well, blame their family company for being a huge company which needs to have lots investors to increase what? Stocks? Stakeholders? she’s tired of it, she wanted to be free from the chains, feeling like that a caged-bird who wanted to fly freely and enjoying the sky. But given that she’s the only child and being an only child leaves her no choice but to be an heiress. Well, her parents? They always say, Miyoung do this, Miyoung do that, Miyoung. Miyoung. Miyoung. The heiress releases a sigh

“Yes. Mother.” She replied.

“And don’t worry I asked Ms. Choi, to pack your things so you won’t be bothering packing your clothes, and valuable things.” Goodness, even what she wears her parents decided it? But she can’t do anything, she closed her eyes tightly and bit her lowers lips

“Also, your father will be introducing your future partner.” What the fuck. Future partner? Even this? She clenched her fist and creased her brows

“Mother, b-but th-“ She mutter with her complaining tone

“Miyoung.” Shit, that firm and strict tone of her mother echoed to her ears which made her shut her mouth

“We are doing this for your own good. So you better get yourself ready for your future partner.” There it goes, they always say, for her own good, or is it for their own good maybe.

“Yes, Mother. Good bye.” She replied in unwillingly

“Good. And by the way Mr. Lee will pick you up later and we will be leaving at 10pm.” Then her mother ended her phone call. The heiress up down her pink iphone and massages her temples, damn, glance to the full length glass and she noticed that the day is still young and she needs to finish some of her proposal for the new project and maybe to forget that arrange relationship which maybe can lead to arrange marriage. Fuck this life.

Václav Havel Airport

“Miyoung. We will be meeting the investor and also your future partner on dinner, prepare yourself.” The commanding voice of her father whisper to her as they walk out to the crowded airport, well the media surrounds them of course, damn that camera flashes and she felt suffocation. She fixes her Ray ban sunglasses, she wears navy blue patterned long-sleeves polo under a thick black unzip trench coat, tight high waist jeans and high boots, she clutches her pink purse

“Be ready at 5:30. Mr. Lee will pick you up to the hotel.” Well, she’s kinda immune to it and she, and nodded her head forcedly.

After that goddamn boring travel and her thumbs burn up as she keeps on scrolling down her Instagram on her iphone they finally made to their hotel. Before she got out to their luxurious limousine

“Miyoung, let Ms. Choi, guide you to your room, we need to have some meeting with the investor.” Her father said

“Yes, Father.” She replied, and as the chauffeur opens the door. She felt a grab to her wrist and look to her mother who grab her wrist with a questioning look

“Miyoung, wear your best later, because we will be introducing you to your future spouse.” Damn it, she thought this, damn this status, damn this marriage arrangement, she wanted a partner whom she love, not whom her parents choose for her. What if her husband looks so old, or ugly or wants only her body or his character is abusive, or what if he is just using her family’s name and wealth? All the negative notation to an arrange marriage. She wanted to cry but she can’t,

“Y-Yes, mother.” Damn this, then she quickly got out the limousine and she quickly get inside to the hotel because she can’t take it, she can feel her tears will soon to fall to her eyes,

“Ms. Tiffany, let me bring you to your room.” Thank goodness, that’s the name that she wanted to hear, her American name, Tiffany, well she’s Stephanie but for short it’s Tiffany. Her tall slender woman, who has a shoulder length orange blonde hair, wearing a formal suit with the colors of black and white. Tiffany nodded and follow her personal assistant Choi Sooyoung. They reach her room and Sooyoung opens the door for her.

“I’ll excuse myself Ms. Tiffany, if you need some help just let me know if you need it.” Sooyoung politely said and she made a bow

“I’ll be fine now Sooyoung. Thank you. You can leave now.” Tiffany replied and she noticed room is good for two persons. Tiffany traveled her eyes as she observes the modern looking room with a king-size bed, an entertainment area, a Jacuzzi just beside on the high ceiling glass which can witness the skyline of the Prague, and she notice that the sun is almost setting. She grabs her phone to check the time and it’s already 4pm and still have an hour and a half to make herself calm. She walks to the bathroom and she saw a bathtub good for two persons?

Damn wait- as she notices something odd to this room but she shrugs it off and keep on noticing that even the toiletries are good for two persons. But for now, she’s too exhausted to over think things. So continue to checked her huge room and walk to her closet, then as she opens her closet then she sees her unfamiliar clothes, as usual her parents will not literally pack her used clothes in her room, but again another new stock of brand new branded clothes, this always happens every time they travel out of town or country. Tiffany released sigh of defeat.

Tiffany remove her coat leaving her top and bottom clothes, she unbuttoned her navy blue patterned long-sleeves and her pink push up bra revealed and her silky white valleys as she removes her tops, her curves are on the right places and begin to unbutton her high waist tight jeans and her high boots. And place it properly to the laundry bin. Revealing her pink partnered panties to her push up bra. Well she loves pink.

She grabs the long-sleeve collared polo and she wear it covering her pink bra, she buttons it carefully. Then she grabs the high waist blue patterned skirt and she wears it and it drapes to her silky white tone legs and cover her pink panties as she tucks her tops. She hooks and zips the skirt and adjusted it properly. Then she grabs the navy blue long blazer and wears it. Tiffany walks to the full-length mirror as she sees the reflection of herself, she’s seeing herself as the heiress, not the Tiffany Hwang that she knew. She fixes her brunette hair and beam a small smile, great, what an act Tiffany.

After an hour and a half, Tiffany saw their black limousine in the porte cochere of the hotel.

“Ms. Tiffany, do you need anything else?” Sooyoung followed the heiress, and the latter shook her head

“Nothing, you can just rest Sooyoung, I know you are tired from the travel too, or maybe have some tour.” Tiffany said and Sooyoung bow

“Thank you Ms. Tiffany. I’ll excuse myself.” Sooyoung said politely and with a pleasant tone. Tiffany beam her smile to the latter and she gets in to their black limousine. Tiffany gets her iphone to her pink purse. Then she just begins to scroll down her Instagram again,

30 minutes had passed, they reached the destination and the driver opens the doors for her and she got out to the limousine. Then she walks gracefully to the entrance and a staff welcome her

“Good Afternoon, Ms. Hwang,” the staff said perfectly in English, well, what would you expect she’s kinda famous thanks to their family’s bloodline. But don’t get her wrong because she hates it.

“Good Afternoon, where is the seat reservation?” She asked in the same language and the staff smile

“This way.” The staff lead the way and the heiress notices that it looks like her parents reserve the whole place because there is no costumer. They climb on the elegant circular stairs and she witness a huge table setup elegantly with a lot of expensive and delicious entrees and some bottle of expensive wines. Then her parents talking to two middle age man and woman that she believes that they are the parents of her future ‘husband’ she guesses. Then they look to her and smile

“Oh, Mr. and Mrs. Kim, looks like my daughter is here.” Her proud father said and the heiress replied the smile of the two middle age person and she bow politely

“You have a wonderful and gorgeous daughter, John.” The middle age man said and Tiffany beam her small smile, and her father motioned his hands to the chair and Tiffany sit comfortably. Then the moment she sits, she looks around and then a man with a suit appeared and Tiffany eyed the man, damn don’t tell her that this man who looks like he came from she doesn’t know where, that will be her future husband. She’s praying in mantra that this whole thing is a nightmare and she wanted to wake up.

“Mark, where is Taeyeon?” the firm tone of the middle age more like his tone is going to burst out, and it seems that this Taeyeon that he’s pertaining is a bad news. Tiffany and her parents watch the middle age man and the man’s interaction

“I’m really sorry, sir, but Ms. Taeyeon, she said that she won’t come and she don’t want to get married.” Tiffany release a sigh of relief, first that her prayers were answered because this alien-looking man is not her future husband and then her expression where change into confusion and then she heard the word marriage and a she? Don’t fucking tell her that she’s going to marry this Taeyeon? And a woman? A fucking woman? Tiffany glance to her parents

“Father, what is the meaning of this?” Tiffany asked with her agitated tone, but her father just composed himself calmly and he drink his water and eyed his daughter

“Miyoung, you’re going to marry, Mr. and Mrs. Kim’s daughter. Kim Taeyeon.” Damn, Tiffany bolted up to her sit and she slam her palms to the table, dead glaring her parents

“I’M SICK OF THIS! I DON’T WANT TO BE A HWANG ANYMORE! I’M TIRED OF BEING A PUPPET!! HAVE YOU EVER CONSIDER MY FEELINGS??!! HUH?!! YOU ALWAYS DICTATE WHAT WILL I DO, WHAT WILL I WEAR AND DAMN IT I’M TIRED OF IT!!” She outburst which made the Kim Taeyeon’s parents got shock but Tiffany’s parents choose to remain calm and her father stood up and he is not affected to his daughter’s outburst

“Stephanie, my word is final and irrevocable and you will marry Kim Corporation Heiress, whether you like it or not!” There Tiffany can’t take it her tears fall to her eyes and she can feel her lips are trembling and she shook her head and run away from them

“STEPHANIE!” The voice of her father echoed the whole restaurant but she ignores it and get out the place then as soon as she reaches outside, her driver immediately opens her door for her and Tiffany wipes her tears

“D-Drive me back to hotel.”

“Yes, Ms. Tiffany.”

Then the driver starts to drive and her tears won’t stop and she buries her face to her palms. Damn this life, her life is so fucked up, stress, pressure, she’s so tired and exhausted. Then her parents wants her to marry a woman? Are they still in sane? Damn it this. Then she notices that the door opens and she quickly get inside the hotel and type get into elevator. She ignores the phone calls of her parents, then the moment she got out to the elevator she strides to her unit and type her passcode then it’s she heard something weird, what the fuck is that a moan? Then the heiress walks closer to the sound

“Ahh . . . ahhh . . . “

“Y-yes . . . b-baby . . . f-fuck . . . me. . . “ Damn it, Tiffany gulp her saliva and she grab something, yes an umbrella, Tiffany grip the umbrella firmly, swear, this people, who do they entered to her unit and even have sex with her unit? Her fucking unit? Fuck, Tiffany grip the door knob and open it slowly

“ahhh . . . I-I’m c-cumming . . . . “ then Tiffany sneak in and look around as she observe, and she saw a figure under her pink blanket and she hit hard

“ARGGHH!! DAMN IT!!” A voice of a woman hissed in pain and then she hit it again

“YAH! PERVERT!!!” Tiffany shouted and she witness a jet-black long hair petite woman, wearing a simple v-neck tee and grey pajamas. The baby-faced woman eyed Tiffany, more like glaring irritably

“YAH! WHAT ARE YOU DOING IN MY UNIT??!!” The two said in unison and that made them both shocked and widen their eyes and mouth agape

“WHAT?! THIS IS MY ROOM!” The two said again in unison and Tiffany throw the umbrella to the petite woman and it hit to the latter’s head

“OUCH! Y-YAH!” The woman said and she caresses her head and she get up to the bed and thanks to this woman ruining her good time, Tiffany look over to the woman and she creased her brows

“Yah! Midget where is your boyfriend?! Did you hide him? Huh?!! And you-“ Tiffany said and she walk closer to the short woman and Tiffany eyed her and she notice her sly smirk

“Boyfriend? What are you talking about?” As this woman cuts her and she said it with a mischief tone

“Yeah! I just heard your moan here and wait a sec-“ Tiffany notice the woman is not naked and smirking at her and the woman chuckled and shook her head

“Are you sure that is my moan? Huh?” then that fucking smirk which Tiffany hates now, this fucking cocky woman is going to her nerves.

“Yah! I’m sure of it!” Tiffany exclaimed and the petite woman walk closer to her with that fucking smirk and Tiffany step back and then the woman keeps on walking and Tiffany notice her back leaning now against the wall, and she can feel her heart is beating wildly

“Oh, you mean you heard this.” The petite woman shoves her iphone in front of her which made Tiffany widen her eyes as she witnesses two naked women, having sex and damn it’s a lesbian porn, not to mention a kinky porn. Tiffany mouth agape and then swear her ears and her cheeks are burning as if there is a stove cooking her cheeks and her ears. Her heart might explode, she’s too innocent with this, as a matter of fact it’s her first time saw this kind of explicit films. And she never been kiss in the whole entire life, and she thought that having sex is exclusively for man and woman.

“Oh, did I stain your innocence miss?” That cocky tone again and Tiffany punch the woman but the woman didn’t bulge and she got shock to the strength of the woman she swears that her strength is no joke

“Or is it your first time to see two women having sex?” damn this midget! Tiffany get frustrated and she dead glares the smirking cocky woman in front of her crossing her arms and swear if she said that it’s her first time then that’s it, she lost to this midget, Tiffany composed herself and roll her eyes

“O-Of course not, a-as a matter of fact, i-it d-doesn’t affect me . . . at all!” Tiffany said and she roll her eyes and again she heard a chuckle beside heard and Tiffany glance the midget

“Then if not, then you won’t mind to have sex with me?” Fuck, Tiffany widen her eyes and dead glares her

“YAH! YOU PERVERT!” Tiffany was about to throw some random things but the midget’s quick reflexes grabs the wrist and then the latter struggle but her strength is no joke

“So are you still . . . . virgin?” That’s it, Tiffany glared her and she was about to slap her cheeks but damn the midget spider senses, Tiffany was shocked that the petite woman lean and their lips touch. Tiffany widen her eyes as this midget stole her first kiss, second her lips, is so soft. She felt good but she needs to be pissed but she can’t. Tiffany can feel that the woman released her wrists and puts it to her waist and she felt the midget caresses her waist as she is being push to the wall and then Tiffany can feel her back leaning more to the wall. Then Tiffany still not responding to the kiss because damn she doesn’t know how to, but the woman tilts her head to parted her lips, Tiffany is speechless shock and fluttered too. This woman is good, well, why would she said it? She even never experienced to be kissed. Then the woman sucks her lower lips

“hmm. . . “ fuck, Tiffany moan and the midget broke the kiss but her face still in her proximity

“You are so gorgeous. And your lips are so delicious. . “ The petite woman said and lick her lips and she continue to caress Tiffany’s waist and Tiffany can see the woman still darting her eyes to her lips, she should be angry but why is she feeling fluttered? Then the petite woman leans to peck her lips

“I bet you tastes delicious too. Can I?” The petite woman said and swear why Tiffany’s body can’t oppose and then she nodded and fuck, this she should not be doing it to a woman, and more like a stranger! And she felt the latter cup her cheeks and leans to her lips but before it touches

“Just follow my lead, princess.” The petite woman said, damn how come this woman is gorgeous at the same time handsome? Then Tiffany tilt her head as the woman deepen her kiss, the latter nibble her lower lips and parted it and she felt her tongue slide inside her mouth and twist it to her tongue,

“hmm . . “ she moan and Tiffany felt the petite woman grab her wrist and she guide it to wrap around the neck of the petite woman, Tiffany gladly wraps it and she grip the white v-neck tee of the petite woman as the woman devours hungrily her lips and the woman pinned her to the wall, and she felt the woman pushing her petite body to against her Tiffany grip the latter’s tee tightly and the woman tilts her head to the other and suck her lips

“hmm . .  ahh. . “ Tiffany moan and the latter trail kisses to her cheeks and traces her jawline, Tiffany felt the hand of the latter cup the back of her head and she carefully tilt the head of Tiffany and Tiffany adjust her head to give the latter access to her neck.

“ahhh . . . . “ she moan, and then latter suck and lick her neck and then she felt the latter release slightly and kiss her neck gently

“I love your moan.” The latter said and that made Tiffany widen her eyes and that love word made her fist clench to the latter’s tee.

“Don’t be tensed princess, I’ll be gently okay?” that caring tone is much better, and swear she never felt this, Tiffany is so confused and she looks like she is captivated with the charms of the latter. Tiffany closed her eyes and she felt that the latter cup her cheeks again and caresses it carefully, like a fragile glass.

“Don’t worry, it’s my first time too.” That statement made Tiffany look to the latter in shock, the latter chuckles

“Hey, it’s not like that I watch porn means I’m not virgin, right?” That cocky tone again and Tiffany pounced her knuckles to the back of the latter

“Yah! Hm, you talk about this as if they are just normal things to do.” Tiffany said in embarrassment and the latter laugh in her ahjummah laugh and Tiffany laugh at the latter’s laugh

“Wow, you have a gorgeous eye-smile,” the petite woman mutter in amazed tone and Tiffany chuckles

“Well, you have a funny ahjummah laugh though.” Tiffany joke and the latter chuckles and beam her chin dimple smile

“And you have cute chin dimple smile.” Tiffany added and the petite woman grin proudly and she lower her body and lift Tiffany in bridal style, Tiffany squeal and she grip tightly around the neck of the latter.

“I’ll make you feel good, my princess.” The petite woman said and Tiffany blushed and bury her head to the crook of the latter and swear this woman is so strong at the same time she never fails make her feelings with mixed emotions. The woman put her down to the king-size bed carefully and making Tiffany sit to the edge of the bed. The petite woman bends down and unstrap the hills of Tiffany, she blushed to the latter, as she is treated as if she’s a princess

“Hm, w-what d-do you mean that it’s your first time? D-don’t you have a boyfriend? Or hm-“ Tiffany carefully said and she is hesitated to said the other word and the petite woman eyed her and smirk, okay, the caring one is much better than this,

“Well, if you still think that I’m into men, then I should not be watching lesbian porns and also, I won’t be asking to have sex with you.” The woman said as she looks with her intimate gaze which made Tiffany blushed and embarrassed at the same time. Damn it, why this woman is so straightforward without getting embarrassed.

“Y-Yah.” Tiffany shyly mutters and the latter chuckles, then she felt a moist to her shin and Tiffany got shock and she the petite woman kiss her shin and she blushed harder and she hit the woman

“Y-Yah, w-what are you doing?” Tiffany scolded the midget and the latter respond a grin

“I want to taste every inch of your body, my princess.” That made Tiffany really embarrassed she’s not used to it. But she doesn’t even get herself why she let this woman to get intimate with her, in the first place what this woman doing in this room, her room.

“Wait, what are you doing here in my room in the first place and how did you manage to get in here?” Tiffany crosses her arms eyeing the petite woman

“Well, it’s really my room though,” The petite woman shrugs off and Tiffany replied a straight face to the latter and the latter sigh and she put her hands to her pocket and she show to Tiffany her key card. Tiffany widens her eye that she midget tells that truth and she sigh, but how come that they even double this room’s key? Tiffany look to the latter and she doesn’t get why she can’t resist this woman. She just release a sigh for the nth time.

“So can I continue now?” The petite woman asked motioned her hands and the heiress lower her head and she is damn embarrassed,

“yeah. . “ she mutters shyly as she grip the mattress tightly, then she felt a caress to her shin and her calf carefully then she felt a moist again to her shin and it goes upwards. Tiffany tightly closes her eyes and she grip tightly the mattress, biting her lower lips

“Don’t suppress it honey,” Tiffany obeys

“nggghmmm . . . hmmmm” she moans as the gentle lips of the latter is giving her wet kisses and gentle caresses.

Then the petite woman stood up and she remove the navy blue blazer of the latter. Tiffany felt that the latter is staring at her intensely and she felt a cold and soft hand to her chin and she lift up her head and catch her lips for a chase kiss

“Just go with the flow okay?” Then the woman started to unbutton the white long-sleeve polo of Tiffany and the latter notice that Tiffany is griping the mattress tightly so she guided the Heiress arms and wrap it around her waist

“Baby, don’t worry you’ll feel good later.” Fuck, Tiffany felt that her heart is exploding like bomb and she felt a moist in her forehead, damn this woman is making her feel good to her sweet kisses. Tiffany grip again the simple tee of the latter as she felt a cold air drapes to her silky white skin as she is now half naked in front of the latter

“Wow. . . so beautiful.” Then she felt a caresses to her bare waist which Tiffany jump out,

“Honey, I’ll be gentle. . . I won’t hurt you okay?” Her soothing voice makes the Heiress calm, then she felt a hands cupping her clothe mounds and Tiffany grip the latter’s tee tighter and she felt her toes curls

“ahhhh . . . “ that gentle caresses makes her moan and she felt the latter is slowly pushing her down and then she felt the soft mattress land to her bare back. She still closing her eyes because she is afraid to look to the latter because she might not take it, because her gentle caresses make her cardiac arrest

“ahh . . . ahhh . . . “ the latter’s hands travel in every inch of her half naked body and she felt a lightweight beside her hips which means the latter is straddling her while her hands is busy memorizing every curves of her body, then a moist traveling to her neck going down to her valley

“Hmm . . . hmmm . . . “ she moan as the hands caressing her waist, in a circular motion, she felt her core is throbbing and her legs adjusts in pleasure as the latter reach the hook of her pink bra and she felt that the latter unhook it, she gasps as she felt that her bra is completely remove

“Gorgeous. Beautiful. Sexy. Stunning.” Tiffany curl her lips in smile at the same time she felt shy but this woman is really charming and sweet. Then a hand caresses her bare mounds

“ahhh . . . hmmmm . .  .” Tiffany bit her lower lips in pleasure, it’s her first time someone caressing her mounds none other than hers. Then a moist touch to her nipples, god, she felt her nipples suck by the latter while she fiddles the other using her fingers, twisting, pulling and pressing it gently

“ahhh . . . ahhh . . . nghhhmm . . . “ damn it how come this woman said that it is her first time, she knows how to do this, she knows what’s she’ll do next too.

“ahhh . . . ahhh . . . .” she felt her nipples suck harder and harder, her body felt pleasure and she can felt her reflexes is grinding against to the latter’s clothe body and the she didn’t notice that her hands slip under the simple tee and she heard the latter groan in pleasure

“Y-Yes, just keep doing what you are doing baby.” Then Tiffany obey the latter and she can feel the muscular back of the latter, damn is she working out or something? Tiffany slowly open her eyes and she witness the head crown of the latter as she sucks and licks her nipples while fiddling the other. Then she felt liquid flowing to her vulva and she felt her panties is damped. Her hands continue to trace the muscular back of the petite woman and groan and her moan echoes the room

“Remove my shirt, baby,” Tiffany obeyed as the latter sit up properly and she also sit up and the latter guide her, Tiffany can feel her heart beat is pumping irregularly. Tiffany felt her hands trembling and then she felt a hand caressing her knuckles and the latter kiss it while her loving eyes is looking directly to her

“Don’t be nervous baby.” Tiffany nodded and the latter guide her hands to the hem of her white simple v-neck tee and Tiffany slowly remove the latter’s shirt revealing her black binders and her tone yummy abs. Tiffany mouth agape and she gulp her saliva

“hm, a-are . . . y-you gay?” Tiffany mutter as she places her hands to the latter’s tone abs and caresses it carefully, the latter groan in pleasure and she smirk

“Hm, hmmm . . . i-is stil –hmmm- not obvious, yes, keep what you are doing baby . . . “ Then Tiffany felt the latter scoot closer and she grab her waist and pull her naked body closer to the half-naked body of the latter and their lips crashed, the kiss this time is more hotter and steamy, she left the latter sucking her whole lips gently but with passion while she explore her curves and she felt the latter reached her butt and squeezing it gently

“hhmmm ..” she moan in her mouth, and her arms wrap around to the petite torso of the latter and caressing her tone back and going back to her tone abs. Moans, groans and sloppy sounds are echoing the room, then the latter push her body laying down to the bed again and the latter release the kiss, they are both panting and catching their breath, this is her best steamy kiss ever.

She would never wish to be kissed by others unless it’s from this gorgeously handsome woman in front of her. Tiffany can see the lust to the latter’s onyx orbs as she felt the latter unzip her high waist patterned skirt and she remove it revealing her pink damp panty and the latter throw her skirt mindlessly. Tiffany witnesses the latter crawl down to her south and breath in

“What a sweet fragrance.” Then Tiffany felt shy and damn her heart is now pumping up like crazy, her heart wants to come out from her chest. Then she felt her panty sliding down and a sticky feeling stick out from her core and her panty.

“Wow, baby you are so wet.” Then the latter slide her index finger to her slits

“ahhhh . . . f-fuck . . . “ Tiffany felt her toes curls and she grip the mattress tightly as closes her eyes tightly, then the latter circling her thumb to her clits

“Ahhh . . . ahhh . . . hmmmm . . . g-godd. . . “ Tiffany moan and bit her lips her heart beat is running in marathon, then the latter is sliding her fingers gently to her wet slit and playing it carefully and then she felt a moist to her core and the latter’s tongue lapping her wet core

“ahhhh . . . ahhh . . . “

“You’re delicious baby.” Then Tiffany arched her back as the latter continue to lap her core

“I’m going in baby. it is going to be painful, but don’t worry you’ll feel good later.” She felt an intrusion to her holes slowly. Tiffany wrinkled her brows biting her lips to prevent her scream

“HMMM. . . “ Tiffany whimper then she felt a caress to her thighs, it’s too gentle and it eases the pain of the intruder to her core. Then she felt the knuckles bump to the walls of her core.

“ahhh . . . “ Tiffany release her breath and she continue catching her breathe then the latter, pulling out slowly and push it again. It’s painful, she hissed in pain and grip the mattress as if she’s going to rip it apart. Then she bit lower lips, fuck it hurts.

“ngggghhmm . . . ahhh . . . ahhhhh “ then a thrust in and out slowly as the latter adjusting her holes,

“AHHH  . . . F-FUCK!” Tiffany scream and the latter caresses her thighs

“shh . . . it’ll feel good latter okay babe?” then Tiffany bit her lower lips and close her eyes tightly and then the latter’s finger pumping in and out and the sound become sloppier and she felt her walls are tightening and a liquid from her vagina is going to release anytime soon

“Ahhh . . . ahhh . . .ahhhh . . .” she moans and god, it felt good, but it’s beyond good, it’s great. Then she wraps her legs to the latter’s hips and pouncing her body adjoining the rhythm of the latter

“yes, baby moan more. And fuck my hands more. Harder baby. you are doing great honey.” Then she obeys and they faster their pace, syncing and pouncing in and out then her inner walls tighten

“Cum for me baby, just let it go.” Then the Heiress came, and she felt a sting to her core the moment the latter’s fingers stop. She catches her breath

“Baby, I’ll do it again okay? But this time this will going to be more painful. But swear you will feel good after okay?” Tiffany nodded weakly, she felt her strength is drain already, is this how, two woman having sex? But she done nothing, only the petite woman is doing her. Does she making her feel good too?

“I’m going in again okay?” Then two fingers intrude her holes

“AHHHHH!! GODDAMNI-” She curses and the latter crawl up to her and she crashed her lips kissing her with full of compassion and also shutting her scream, it feels great as the latter thrusting her two fingers in and out, she felt something ripped inside her and it’s painful, but thanks to the kiss that the latter is giving as she pumps her fingers inside her and she moans inside the latter’s mouth.

Damn it’s true, it hurts at first but it feels great and she wanted more and more. Tiffany grin her body as she follows the rhythm, her mounds grinding to the toned body of the latter. Damn it feels great, then she felt the latter pump her fingers faster as the familiar liquid came out again then they both panting but the Heiress pant more

“Look I just popped your cherries” Damn, it means that she claims her virginity, but the most shocking is that the Heiress is not angry, and she is glad that this woman just claims her, is it because the petite woman did a good job? Or is she falling for her.

“Now, I want you to make me feel great too, just follow my lead okay?” Tiffany nodded weakly she can’t utter words, then the latter stood up and she remove her gray pajamas revealing her black boxers, Tiffany ogle the latter’s tone body and then she watches the latter strip her binder and her boxer, which the latter reveal her naked tone body. Tiffany mouth agape

“You like what you see?” that cocky tone again and Tiffany roll her eyes, well she can’t deny that this woman has sex appeals and her tone body is just a bonus,

“Let’s make love for our first time, baby,” then that made Tiffany blushed, well this means that their feelings are mutual? Well but it’s too early to assume, because this woman is a charmer which no one can be able to resist. Then petite woman crawl above her and she grab the right hand of Tiffany as she’s straddling the latter and she lean to the ears of Tiffany

“Finger fuck me baby.” then the latter forceful insert Tiffany’s two fingers in her tight holes

“ARGHHHH!” the latter groan in pain and she grip the mattress tightly which made Tiffany worried and she quickly retracted her hands away but the fast reflex of the latter stops her from doing it so

“But you are hurting-“

“I’m fine okay? Don’t worry baby.” Tiffany bit her lower lips and she nodded and she insert her finger

“Insert two baby.” Tiffany hesitated but the latter guide her fingers and she insert it by herself and Tiffany observe the facial expression of the latter as she bit her lips and closing her eyes tightly

“Baby fuck me.” Tiffany thrust her fingers in and out carefully, and damn, she’s so wet, and tight.

“F-Faster ahhh . . .” Tiffany swear her groan is so hot and sexy, and she obey the latter and then she felt a fingers intrudes her hole again and they are both finger fucking each other. There Tiffany felt the holes of the latter expand and something ripped inside, so this is the cherry? Did she popped this petite woman’s cherries too.

“Ahhh . . .ahhh . . “

“Y-Yes. . . f-faster . . . “

“hmmm . . . “

Whimpers, moans, groans and sloppy sound echoes the whole room as they pounced their body following each other’s rhythm,

“I-I’m c-cumming baby . . . f-faster.”

“m-me. . . too.”

They both thrust their fingers in and out faster and hitting each other’s g-spot and they felt their toes curls and arching their back as their walls tighten and they both came, all the juices with the mixture of blood stained the mattress. They are both panting, catching their breath. The petite woman wraps her arms around Tiffany and she chase kiss her plump lips lovingly

“Did it feel good baby?” The latter peck her lips again

“No. . . you did great.” Tiffany replied and beam her eye-smile, and she glows, and blooms with the aura of after-sex. Then the latter grin proudly and cup her cheeks, Tiffany look to the latter’s onyx orb, it feels like she’s captivated again and she is hypnotizing by the latter’s charm, more like she’s drunk to her gaze

“Hm, but we don’t know each other yet.” The latter chuckled

“Well I know you already. We just saw and taste each other’s naked body.” the petite woman replied and Tiffany shook her head

“I-I mean; w-we don’t know our names y-yet.” The latter beam her chin dimples smile

“I’m Taeyeon, Kim Taeyeon.” That made Tiffany suddenly felt a familiarity to that name, Kim Taeyeon, then Tiffany widen her eyes, and suddenly remember that this woman is her future ‘husband’ and her fiancé, and maybe that’s the reason why they have the same room, because her parents planned it already.

I fucked a ganster

It’s wee hours, in the dusk of Seoul, snow is falling, the breeze drapes to her exposed face, a certain tall woman who is waiting every night and strolling around to witness some action scenes or crime scenes, or maybe spotted some gangsters around. The tall woman is wearing black sweaters inside of a thick trench coat, a black scarf covering the half of her face, a worn out grey Nike beanie, ripped tight denim jeans and a military boots is covered by snowflakes.

The doe-eye woman is humming some random Christmas songs, well, Christmas season had already passed but she loves the songs of the Christmas, it’s joyful once and makes her forget her real world problems. Then she stopped until she saw a figure, great, a suspicious figure, that small figure has a long hair and she believes that she’s a woman, based from her petite body frame. The curious deer sneak through the alley carefully, it might be some crime scene, finally, after her hours-worth of waiting! The curious deer hide herself to the corner wall, carefully eyeing the suspicious movement, then she heard a voice, a taunting voice but her voice like came from heaven because it’s too sweet and gentle for her


“Yah! Yah!.” A threaten coming from a woman


“P-Please. . . d-don’t do this . . . I-I h-have a l-little s-sister to take c-care of. . . “ a pleading voice of a man and it looks like the man is beaten up because the man is coughing blood and curling on the ground. Then she saw the woman, who believe who has an angelic voice but she only sees figure, the woman looks like wearing shorts, pair of sneakers, over-sized jacket and snapback cap, bend down to the poor man laying helplessly on the ground and she saw that the woman grab his collar


“Argh. P-ple-“ then a right hook punch was received by the man that causes to stumble on the ground, coughing hard. The doe-eyes mouth agape in amaze, this is it! A gangster! The deer suddenly run towards them


“SWEET LORD! LET ME JOIN TO YOUR TEAM!!” The deer exclaimed excitedly which the two figure jump out in shock and the woman suddenly grab her 9-mm revolver with silencer aiming to the deer’s head, which it will poop out the deer’s head if she pulls the trigger any time.


“Yah! You want to die?” The angelic voice of the woman taunt but the deer didn’t bulge, as a matter of fact she’s not afraid at her, then the victim on the ground slowly crawling away silently away from this two crazy woman, the man is trying to make his life and death situation escape, then they didn’t notice the man is gone


“No, but I want to join to your-“ the deer replied


“NO! You fuckin’ interrupt me here and-“ the woman which the deer can’t clearly see her face due to the lacking source of light and the woman in front of her look to where her victim is laying on the ground and she didn’t saw the man. The woman kicks off the ground violently


“DAMN IT!!” The woman curse and she walk dangerously to the deer, but the deer is getting excited, yeah bring it on!


“You. . . “ The woman dangerously said as she walk near to her and then she saw the bright red color with rainbow highlight in the end of her hair tips, a snapback cap, her face, has a white complexion, beautiful would be understatement, the deer mouth agapes and she notices that the woman in front of her is glaring to her and she smirk aiming violently her gun to her forehead, the deer just pursed her lips, but swear she’s can’t help but to stare to her features


“You. .  since YOU just let my victim run away, and because of that you will be my victim now.” Damn, that’s so sexy, the deer is darting with lust to the latter’s tempting lips, delicious, then she can feel her crotch is bulging, yep, she this ‘thing’ between her thighs.




A shoulder length jet black haired boy who is wearing a cartooned hoodie, with a walking shorts and a pair of sneakers, he is playing with his remote drone, her family is just a few meters away from him who is having a family picnic, he witnesses how his family is enjoying themselves alone, he actually get used to it. Well at least he still part of the family, he has an older sister, but his sister hated him. The boy just roams around and flying his drone skillfully, if he really doesn’t have this abnormal condition maybe his parents accepted him. Then he got bored and join his family, he skips walking and he saw that his family is darting knifes with their stares, the boy pursed his lips and he lowered his head,


“Umma, I’m hungry.” The boy said and her mother just give a space for him and she didn’t even bother to accommodate the boy, the boy clenched his fist, it’s really too much, but he doesn’t have a choice, he doesn’t have any one to take care of him. He is just a minor, a 16 years old, and he is claiming that he is a boy, as a matter of fact his supposed to be flat and muscular chest is growing, so he is wearing binders to make it flatten.


“Just grab what every you want Yoona,” Her sister said with a piercing tone, Yoona, that’s a girl’s name, he is supposed to be guy, he should be not like this, a girl with ‘something’ between on her legs. Yoona clenches her fist, after she grabs some food to eat, her family stood up and she left her alone, a lone tear escapes from her eyes as she witnesses her family is taking some pictures together not including her. From a far she just looks at them, like a perfect family, without her. She really hated herself because of this intersex condition, it’s not her fault, it’s not she choose to be like this. Yoona put down her plate and she go to a public rest room.


The moment she reached the public communal toilet, she doesn’t know which toilet she would go, but of course since she looks like a boy, she enters to the men’s toilet. Yoona looks her reflection to the mirror and she witness some of her feminine features such as her lips, and her eyebrows, she washes her face, water droplets drape to her face with the mixture of her tears. She punched the ceramic sink


“Goddamn it! Why me?! Why?!” She continues to punched it like a madman, some men entering to the toilet got scared from her outbursts. Then she felt some oozing metallic red to her knuckles it’s her blood. Yoona doesn’t feel hurt, physically it’s more painful than being hurt emotionally.


After a few minutes she came out from the toilet and she go back to where her family is, but they are gone, she tried to call them but no one’s answering, no signs of her family, she’s all left alone, left behind, a tears are threatening to escape, then she kneels down to the ground and clenched her fist to the ground and she punched it and she groan in pain and scream from the top of her voice.



After a month, she became a beggar, living to the streets, she pickpockets for a living, she’s still in her hoodie but it’s worn out now, and her pants, of course, and her worn out and dirty sneakers, her hair grown and it’s now bust length, she’s eating some left over from the restaurant’s alley, to satisfy her growling stomach. Then she saw, a crime scene, at first, she’s trembling, trembling in fear, she can’t move, her body is paralyzed as she witness a guy who looks like a university student with some money, beaten up by thugs, the 3 thug guys are wearing some bad-ass clothes, well unlike hers it’s worn out. Then the victim tried to fight and beating up the thugs but then as he about to escape, he was stumble to the ground and thanks to Yoona who is blocking the way, they both hissed in pain, then the 3 thugs caught him and they knocked him down. Yoona curl herself into ball trembling


“P-Please d-don’t h-hurt me. . . “ Yoona chanting in mantra and she heard them chuckled


“Actually, we are here to thank you, you manage to caught that stupid guy.” The man said and he bend down and he carefully pat the head of Yoona, she jumped out and she look at them, smiling at her, it’s not an evil or mischievous smile but it’s really a smile of gratefulness.


“It looks like you don’t have a home right? How about you join us?” The other man said and he beam his smile to Yoona, a tears fall from her eyes, a home? That’s what she needed, it’s been a rough day to her being in the streets, luckily she looks like a guy, and she has a guy thingy or else she’s been raped and abused by some criminal or rapist out night.


“Aigoo~ don’t cry we won’t hurt you buddy; it’s just we return some favors to you. And by the way, my name is Donghae, this is Siwon and the other guy is Eunhyuk.” Donghae said and he pointed the guys respectively. Yoona nodded and she carefully stood up, and she got helped by Donghae


“So what’s your name boy?” See, she got mistaken as a boy, thanks to her manly physique.


“I’m Y-Yoong.” Of course she doesn’t want to say her whole name, and her real name,


“I see, so Yoong, welcome to our brotherhood.” Donghae patted her shoulders, Siwon smile and he extend his hands


“Welcome brother.” Yoona smile from ear to ear, and she shook their hands


“It’s nice to have a new brother.” Eunhyuk said and he patted her shoulders. Damn, it’s too good to be true, finally she had a new family.


4 years had passed, her secrete still remained in darkness, she still treated as a guy, and of course her brotherhood named, SuJu brothers, a thug, who steals from the banks, barging in from house to house to steal, and even she masters melee skills, as a matter of fact she’s the strongest in melee amongst them. They just know that Yoona is conservative and she can’t strip her top, thanks to her grown mounds, but she needs to covered it with binders. Then they got a mission, because their leader, Leeteuk got caught by some bandits, the EXO, they are their rivals, then the whole members made a plan,


“Okay Yoong, you should cover up Sungmin,” Sungmin aced diversion, and Yoona is the head start,


The SuJu brothers reached the boundary territory of EXO, Sungmin fished out his metal rod and he smashed to the metallic gate, then the one who is guarding the gate gets out, it’s Chanyeol. Then he smirks as he brings out his metallic baseball bat with some nailed spikes on the end.


“So you came. Now let me kill the two of you with one shot.” Then Chanyeol run towards them Yoona made a secret signal to let the team in to the gate, Sungmin block the swing of Chanyeol while Yoona quickly dashed to him to give him a 45-degree side kick but Chanyeol block it with his forehand, Yoona smirk as she heads bang the guy, Chanyeol groan as he wipes his nose bleeding and he got hit to his abdomen by Sungmin with his metal rod, Chanyeol bent down to the ground


“Chanyeol!” Then another member run to him and he points his 9mm hand gun, shit. The guy is armed. Yoona glance to Sungmin, and he did the same and they get ready for their defense position. Actually they have a bullet proof vest under their clothes.


“Baek, I-I can manage them.” Chanyeol stood up and he pushed away Baekhyun, who looks so attached to Chanyeol, Yoona ready herself and Chanyeol dash to her and he swing his bat to hit her torso but Yoona duck and her face got bruised a little,


“Damn!” Chanyeol keep on swinging his bat to Yoona who is dodging his attacks, then a huge explosion and fire outbreak to their hide out, Yoona and Sungmin widen their eyes


“NO!” They all exclaimed and Baekhyun aimed his gun to Yoona and as he was about to shoot her Sungmin shielded Yoona and he got hit at his head, a head shot, his blood burst to Yoona, which Yoona widen her eyes and tears falling to her eyes,


“SUNGMIN!” Yoona clenched her fist and she dashed in a second, as if she’s inhuman, and twisted the wrist of Baekhyun and she’s darting her glares to him and grab his head and his nape and twist it 180 degrees ending his life. Chanyeol got shock to her strength, he is trembling, her speed and reflexes are so fast, Yoona glared him and she runs towards him and give him several punches, which made his face swollen, he is begging for his life, but Yoona’s aura became dark and she ended his life by hitting his nape with her knuckles and twisted it. Yoona is panting hard, and she witnesses the building is on fire, she run to the building praying that some of her brothers still there, but the fire worsens and she can’t find some entrance,


“FUCK THIS! DAMN IT!” Yoona curses as she tried to find her way in to save her brothers, but it looks like it’s really hopeless, Yoona just kneel down and she weeps hard for her brothers,


“FUCK YOU GOD!” Yoona curses as she really hates Him so much for making this life miserable.


Year had passed she came back to the streets again, she changes her clothes to a worn out black trench coat, wearing some beanie, and her brunette hair is now in her shoulder length, her face looks like a woman now, she got actually got to several gangs, she really wanted to join gangs, because she felt home there, but her gang was slaughtered and some of them got into jail, and luckily she managed to escape, then she tries again and searching then,


“Nana!” Yoona exclaimed as she saw the woman named Nana who is wounded and she looks like she managed to escape from prisoner, actually, Yoona has a crush to Nana the moment she joins their gang. But Nana is straight and she also has boyfriend, who is their gang member too. But since her whole gang is caught and tortured, Yoona again is the one who just manage to escape and she didn’t know that Nana was able to escape too. She bends down and tends the wounds of Nana


“Y-Yoong, h-help him, p-please.” Yoona suddenly felt her heart clenched, so it’s always him. Yoona just nodded and she smile


“Don’t worry, but first I need you to bring back to the hide out, your condition is not good.” Yoona lift her in her back, giving her a piggy back, swear her heart beat suddenly is racing, damn it’s too good to be true, Yoona creep her smile from her fluttered face and she dash away,


“Yah! The prisoners are escaping!”


“Go shoot them” Yoona widen her eyes and she grip the thighs of Nana securely


“Hang on tight I’ll run like a wind.” Yoona said and a gun shot causing Nana groan in pain, she got shot


“NANA!!” Yoona tried to hide and she saw a small cabin and she put down Nana who got shot from her waist, Nana is coughing blood, Yoona ripped her cloth and pressed her wounds,


“AHHH!” Nana screamed in pain and she digs her finger nails to the forearm of Yoona, but Yoona don’t mind the pain, her cry never stops flowing like a river


“Nana please, don’t die on me please,” Yoona chant in mantra and she witnesses the woman’s eye lid is going heavier and there is dark shade under her eyes, and her lips gone pale, and slowly the grip got lighter


“No, no, no.”


“P-Please.” Yoona witnesses Nana died in her arms, and she cried harder, Yoona hug the dead body tightly


“I-I love you. . “ Yoona wasn’t able to confess her feelings for her and she give her a kiss from her pale lips, hoping that Nana will come back to life, like the fairy tale does but again it failed, another false hope, and heartbroken at the same time.


Then after another month, her life resume again, of course it’s like a repeating manner, it’s like she goes to a gang and be a member some will die some will leave, and some will live for their lives. It’s become a cycle and she got immune about it. Yoona just became an easy going person, she doesn’t want to stress her life, she even tried to walled herself to protect her fragile heart. She prevents herself to get to close from people, her personality is kinda complicated actually, like her life.


Then 3 years had passed she became a member to 4-minute gang, it consists of 5 other members and a leader named Ji-hyun. They know don’t know the condition of Yoona, and one time she got busted as she actually saw her half naked then she got again into a gang but she got kicked out, because of they found out her ‘abnormal condition’. Then after some months of searching again, she found this beautiful woman, which she knows that she’s a gangster.




“YAH!” Then she felt the gun points harder to her forehead, the deer look directly to the eyes of this gorgeous woman, and she grins sheepishly, which made the latter mouth agape,


“How come. .  .” The woman mutters and the deer grab the right wrist of the woman who’s pointing her gun to her forehead and remove it carefully while she looks directly to her eyes without fear, and she saw the latter flustered


“I’m not afraid, I’m not afraid of anything, even death, so please let me join to your gang.” She gone through all the pain in her life so she’s immune with it. The pleading voice yet with full of determination of the deer, made the latter flustered and she look away and took a step back and retracted her hands away to the grip of the deer. She found this close proximity with the deer uncomfortable, she’s never been flustered by a woman, and she’s the first.


“Ehem, f-fine. But-“ The woman faked cough and she stutters, god, why do she even feel fluttered to this woman, then a hug made her heart beat skip like crazy 


“YES!! THANK YOU!!” The deer hug her tightly and swear the latter is burning, her ears, her cheeks and her body, then with her full strength she tried to freed herself to the deer, and damn her strength is no joke,


“I-I c-can’t br-eath” well the gangster really can’t breathe due to the tight hug and yeah this woman is making her heart palpitate.


“Oh, I’m sorry.” The deer release the sudden tight hug and she grin sheepishly to the woman and that made her blushed again and she composes herself in a cool way, because there is no way she’ll act weak to this brat.


“Name.” The gangster said in a cool way and the deer grab her hands, which made the gangster flustered


“Yoona, Im Yoona at your service.” Yoona said as she grins happily and swear her feeling right now is beyond happiness. The woman quickly retracted her hand and hiding her flustered face and she death glare the latter


“No. Touching.” She said in a commanding tone which made Yoona raised her hands in surrender


“Okay, Okay.” She replied


“Hm, . . . so . . . “ Yoona said as she is waiting the woman to introduce herself which the latter will not ever introduce herself


“Rule number 1 don’t ever, EVER. Interrupt me when I’m talking. And no TOUCHING.” The gangster said as she played her revolver in her hands, Yoona just eyeing and observing her, she’s really gorgeous, Yoona gulp as she can smell also the intoxicating smell of the latter, very enticing and making her ‘thing’ hard again, damn these hormones, Shit Yoona junior get a grip!


“Rule number 2 don’t ever, EVER, distract or interrupt while the member is making the scene.” Yoona trying to pay attention but this gangster makes her wants to bang her, and rape her right her and right now, but she’s trying not to, because it’s the same reason why she got kicked out to her previous gang, well she might have kicked out because of her condition. The deer just nodded while she ogling the figure of the latter, sexy, right curves in every places, Yoona lick her lower lips


“But it seems that you broke the two rules and about to break another rule eh? Do you think that you’ll be worthy to be part of our gang? Huh?” The gangster said and Yoona creased her eyebrows


“What is the other rule that I broke?” She asked curiously and the gangster beam her sly smirk


“Well, you are fantasizing my, body. And I believe that you really don’t know who I am right?” Yoona bit her lips and she mutter sorry and bow in an apology, and she shook her head


“Well, I’m the leader of our gang, but before I’ll accept you. You need to defeat me.” Yoona creased her brow


“D-defeat y-you?” Yoona curiously asked and the gangster smile mischievously


“Yes, in a sparing.” Phew, Yoona smirk well, she’s very good at melee, as a matter of fact she prefers melee than using weapons.


“I’m on.” Yoona said then the gangster smirk, yeah she’s a master of melee attacks.


“But rule number 1 still applies.” What? That made Yoona widen her eyes, it’s impossible, No touching? No effing way, way too impossible, then that means she can’t hold or even have any contact with her with her bare hands, Yoona gulp her saliva and the gangster notices her change of aura


“Oh, it seems that you are bothered eh?” Yoona clenched her jaws and composed herself


“Deal.” Yoona said in determination and the gangster hoist her gun away


“We’ll not using any shooting weapons, but you can use any melee weapons.” Damn, Yoona suck at melee weapons, she preferred bare hand melees, then she just nodded, and hoping that she’ll make it. Alive.


“And if you failed this rules, meaning you are not worthy to be part of our gang. Understood.” The gangster said and Yoona nodded again


“Okay. Let the game begin.” The gangster said and she walk near to Yoona and Yoona engage towards to her and she quickly grab some wooden plank and she swing it towards the gangster and the gangster smirk and she give a 45-degree kick to the poor plank and it flew away and she stole the half of the wooden plank to Yoona, Holy Shit, the gangster’s very fast and faster than what she thought and the half wooden plank smashed to her face which her lips bleeds.


“Oh, too slow, is this your best?” The gangster taunt, god, her voice is so sexy when she used that tone, and Yoona smirk, she wants to get into the pants of this woman, but she needs to make some move that this gangster won’t resist her


“Don’t worry this is just getting started baby.” Yoona said charmingly and she send a wink to the gangster and lick her blood to the corner of her lips, the gangster got pissed


“I said no TALK! That’s a warning!” Yoona pursed her lips and she witness the gangster quickly grab the metal cup of the trash bin and she flying saucer it towards to Yoona and Yoona duck and kick it back towards the latter but the gangster manages to karate chop it towards the ground and it deforms,


“Sexy.” Yoona said and that made the gangster fluttered again, damn this brat is making her focus swayed


“I-I said no-“ then Yoona dashed like a wind to the gangster while she’s holding a cast iron pipe and she was about to swing it towards to the gangster who looks like she lost her focus,


“But you want it right, look at your face, it’s all written there.” Yoona said in a whisper tease, Yoona stopped in a very close proximity and she didn’t continue to hit the cast iron pipe to the head of the gangster and the gangster got shock, and Yoona smirk. And she leans her face closer to the gangster, which made the latter mouth agape and fluttered


“Am I worthy now, Leader?” Yoona said in her husky voice, making sure her hot breath sends to the lips of the gangster. This is the chance, Yoona lean, be brave Yoona! and claim the lips of the fluttered gangster and she cup the nape of the gangster, and god, her lips is soft, at first she’s expecting the gangster to reject her and push her away but the gangster is kissing and responding her kiss equally, damn, they hungrily kissing and lapping their lips, Yoona can feel her ‘thing’ is harden and wants to get out to its cage,


“hmm. . . “ the gangster moan in her mouth, wow, sexy, her voice is fucking sexy, then Yoona deepen the kiss, their saliva is mixing and she felt the gangster is exploring her body, Yoona smirk as she can feel the gangster is stripping her coat. Yoona let the gangster remove her coat and it falls to the ground, damn it’s snowing but who cares, her body is heating so it doesn’t matter. Yoona pushes roughly the gangster to the wall pinning her both hands above her head as they continue to suck and lap their lips, so needy, hungry, and wild.

Their saliva is dripping to the side of their lips, Yoona parted her lips sucking her lower lips, their breathe hitched then she felt the gangster slip her hands to her sweaters and caressing her tone abs, damn this woman is horny like hers too. Yoona begin to caress the clothe mounds of the gangsters and moaning louder inside her mouth. Yoona felt that the gangster is grinding her body against her, and the gangster accidentally brushed her exposed thighs to her ‘thing’. Yoona groan in pleasure. And she releases the hungry kiss and they are both panting and catching their breath, the gangster is eyeing Yoona with full of lust, flustered and she continue to caress the tone abs of the latter and lean to her the latter’s ears


“Fuck me. Hard.” Yoona swear that she wanted to do that but she might scare the gangster due to her ‘abnormal condition’. Yoona step back and the gangster creased her brows in displeased


“What?” That annoyed needy tone of the gangster eyeing Yoona in displeased manner.


“I-I’m . . . I-I’m sorry but-“ Yoona said and a that familiar soft lips crashed to hers again and they are kissing with passion and rougher. The gangster unbuckles the belt of Yoona and which made the deer widen her eyes and stop the latter


“What?! You made me this needy! I want a fucking release okay?! Now let me do you!” The gangster continues to strip her, but Yoona cover her crotch


“W-Wait.” Yoona said and the gangster got irritated


“What now? Be thankful that you can have me. And fuck me. Then you are rejecting me? A leader of a gang? Seriously Yoona?” Then Yoona got amazed and fluttered when the gangster slips her name to her tongue and she lean and kiss the latter again, wow she’s scary and hot.


“Okay, but, I have something to confess.” Yoona said and the gangster eyed her in anticipation




“I have a ‘thing’.” Yoona said and the gangster creased her brows in confusion


“What ‘thing’?” Yoona pointed her crotch and the gangster saw the weird bulge to her pants


“A-Are you a guy?” The gangster asked in a shocked tone


“No, I’m a woman with this ‘thing’. So are you sure that you want me to fuck you?” Yoona asked carefully and the gangster chuckled which made Yoona creased her eyebrows in confusion, then the gangster walk closer to her and she rub the erection of Yoona which made the latter groan


“Woah, So big.” The gangster remark,


“I never you that this really exists.” Her seductive tone as she continues to massage her clothe erection, Goddamn it. Yoona rolled her eyes in pleasure and her legs got wobbly and she slightly support her hands to the walling pinning the gangster again


“Arggh. . f-fuck.” That sensual massage can feel her pre-cum damping her boxers.


“Well, I don’t mind if you fuck me . . . “ Yoona widen her eyes and eye the gangster who is eyeing her lovingly and more like flustered, Holy shit.


“as long as it is YOU who fuck me.” The gangster emphasized, Yoona gulp her saliva to the latter sexy voice and the latter keep on rubbing her erection, Yoona cup the face of the gangster and she kiss her roughly again


“hmmm . . . “ the gangster moan and their body is grinding with each other as Yoona cornered the gangster while she kissing her roughly, their hands travelling in every inch of their body and then the gangster massages the tone cloth mounds of Yoona, so she’s really a woman with a dick. Then the gangster smirk in pleasure and broke the kiss eyeing Yoona with full of lust, which she can see lust to the doe-eyes of Yoona


“I want you inside me Yoona.” The gangster said and she unzip the jeans of Yoona which unbutton her jeans revealing her erection inside her boxer


“Huge.” The gangster remark and Yoona smirk and she remove the shorts of the gangster with revealing her black panty, then they both strip each other’s garment and Yoona’s erection revealed, 8-inch long, 3 and half inch in diameter, fucking huge. The gangster licks her lower lips and she rub the shaft sensually


“arghhh. . . “ Yoona groan in pleasure and swear this woman is very good in hand jobbing.


“F-Fuck.” As the gangster rub it faster then she came. The gangster bends down and lick her erection, her tasty cum. It’s her first time that her junior suck by a woman, damn it feels so good, it’s better than her masturbating sessions.


“Delicious. Now, my turn. Fuck me hard.” Yoona obey and she slide down the panty of the gangster and she lift her tights and wrap it around to her waist pinning her to the wall, the gangster sling her arms around Yoona’s neck


“Hold on tight baby, I’ll send you to heaven.” Yoona said in her huskily and she grab her erection and thrust it HARD to the wet tight holes of the gangster


“AHHH. . . “ the gangster scream in pleasure, luckily it’s wee hours and in the middle of nowhere too, and in a very secluded private place. Then the gangster grips the clothes of Yoona tightly as she can feel the cock of Yoona is thrusting in and out to her core, and damn she’s hitting her soft spot, her balls hitting the gangster’s outer sensitive wall.


“ahhh . . ahhhh . . “


“ahhh . . . f-fuck . . .f-faster. . . “ Yoona grant her wish and she thrust hard in and out and Yoona sucking the exposed neck of the gangster, the sound emitting became sloppier as their skin are bumping and hitting to each other and Yoona’s cock is covered by the gangster’s pre-cum.


“ahhh . . . y-yes . . . h-harder. . . “ then she can feel that the gangster is cumming as her walls tighten and hugging tightly her huge cock, the gangster curls her toes, and arches her back, rolling her eyes in pleasure


“ahhh . . . ahhh . . .i-I’m near. . . “ then Yoona make is faster and faster, the mounds of the gangster is pouncing to her body, the sound became sloppier and her balls is hitting to her sensitive slits of the gangster which she can feel pleasure, this is so fucking good and she can feel she’s near,


“ahhh . . . “


“hmmm . . “




“Y-Yoongie. . .   ahhh . . ahhh  . . . “


Then they both came, all the juices of the gangster coat her cock and her cum filled inside of the gangster, they are both panting, catching their breath and Yoona rest her forehead to the latter and she peck it, her cock still inside to the gangster


“Can you be my girlfriend?” Yoona can’t think straight after their sex, which also made her courage to confess to the gangster, more like a leader of the gang. It’s a jackpot.


“You asked me that you even don’t know my name.” the gangster chuckled and she caress the hair of Yoona while her legs still wrapping tightly to the hips of the latter


“Oh, sorry, what’s your name?” The gangster chuckled again and she give her a peck


“Jessica Jung. The leader of the Soshi Gangstah.” Jessica sexily said and she give Yoona a wink, which made the latter blushed, playing the blonde fringes of Yoona.


“What a beautiful name, Jeshika.” Jessica chuckled to her accent, well her name is American which also made some Koreans problem pronouncing her name, but she found it cute. She flicks Yoona’s forehead


“Ouch, what?” Yoona asked innocently


“It’s Jessica not Jeshika. And to answer your question. Yes I can be your girlfriend. But I’m warning you, I’m a very jealous girlfriend so if you don’t keep your cock to me and yours.  . . “ Yoona gulp her saliva due to the dangerous tone of her new, scary girlfriend but she found it sexy, she witnesses her fished out some pocket knife out of her pocket and pointed it to Yoona junior, Jesus Christ! Beads of sweat came out to her face as she felt nervous, dead nervous, she has a violent sexy hot fucking girlfriend. And a leader of the gangster, what a bonus!


“I’ll cut your cock!” Okay she’s doom, but of course she nodded in obedience and this woman name Jessica Jung is more than enough. And that will probably her start of her new journey as a gangster, with her drop dead gorgeous fucking girlfriend.




Figure of imagination

“I don’t love her anymore! Please believe in me.”

That’s the last statement I heard from her which still keeps ringing to my head, I felt my soul was taken away from my body, I didn’t notice my feet is already running away from that hospital, and my vision got blurry due to my endless tears,

It’s too late. . . .

It’s my fault. I didn’t notice that I already reach my car and driving to no particular place, I feel my body is just moving on its own accord, steering the wheels of my car, I even didn’t mind the street, if it’s not late night, I might have got accident, luckily there is no cars passing through, because I am driving to the opposite traffic flow, gripping the steering wheel harder, until it turn white. Then I just notice a sea side, I pull my car into curb, and get out to have some fresh air, there are just few lights, it’s really dark, I don’t give a fuck. I palm my face and I’m tired from crying, I can’t feel any tears coming out from my eyes.

It should be me that is around your arms, like a puzzle piece perfectly fitting together, it should be me that kisses your lips and kisses mine, it should be me the reason behind those sweet and gentle smile, it should be me that holds your hand, it should be-

“Why regrets always experience when it is already done?” I startled from where I was standing and I saw a tall woman with her light brown hair is up to her jawline and she is wearing a simple white tee, and some white skinny jeans, propping her chin with her hands as her elbows resting on the metal railings, is she some sort of guardian angel or something? And did she just read my mind?! I am popping my eyes and hanging my mouth open, in horror of course,

“Should not be afraid of me actually” Holy shit! How in the world?

“If you are wo-“ And I literally let out my scream this woman or a ghost probably makes me shiver and I literally run my butt away from her, I suddenly felt that I just manage to escape from that creepy woman, I am catching my breath while leaning on some random tree trunk, and damn running in heels are hard as fuck! I bend and reaching my knees, still panting

“Well, I think you should not run away with your heels or else it might strain your calves and sprain your ankles,” Jesus! I jump scare as I was about to stumble on the ground but she caught me, well that means she’s not a ghost, but how? How did she manage to catch me up?

“W-What a-are you?” I just mutter in shock and she help me to stand properly and fixes my clothes.

“I’m no body.” What?

“Your mind shouted that you just needed me so you created me” This woman is not making any sense at all.

“In short I’m just your figment of imagination.” I’m speechless, is this the sign that I’m hallucinating, am I going crazy? Well thanks to her for making me feel like this, but it is my fault also, but she shouldn’t give me false hope, she should tell me from the start that it’s impossible now to fix everything, I’m really devastated, I felt my heart got ripped out of my chest, it’s too much, and I felt a warm hand wiping my cheeks, I got flustered, her eyes, her hazel gaze is so warm, even though she’s just what she called, my figment of imagination, I felt her being.

“Crying is fine; it releases all the negative emotions out from your body. But seeing you crying and broken like this, I felt, something inside me even I’m just a figment of your imagination, I felt unhappy.” She said and she give me a warm hug and caressing my back, her body is so warm, I felt love, I grip her clothes as I bury my face at her chest, her intoxicating sweet scent penetrates my nose, her gentle caresses makes me feel better.

For a moment, I suddenly forget about her, about her being with someone right now, for tasting my own medicine, it’s partially my fault for being an idiot, and coward, she tried her best to win me, but I pushed her away, I pushed her away to the point that I won’t be able to retrieve her back. Ever again. 
Even though in the first place she’s never been mine, but I just let go the opportunity which I can have her and she can have me. I run away from our dorm, because we are living together, as a matter of fact she’s my roommate,

a minutes later, I heard my phone is ringing, I release the hug and she smile to me, and I felt my cheeks are burning, her smile is too sweet, I just look away because I can’t look at her for long, damn why I’m so affected this much to the woman, well if she’s a person, that I just met a while. I fish out iphone out of the pocket of my skinny jeans,

Sunny calling . . .

I just release a sigh and staring to my phone, and I’m contemplating if I’m going to answer it, well, Sunny is my good friend and she’s also the friend of her, I just watch and feeling my phone vibrating,

“You know they are worried.” I just happen to know which they is she referring to, I chuckled

“Are you my conscience now?” the dried tone still evident to my voice. The woman smile,

“Finally, you talk. Yeah you can think of me as that, but it is up to you it depends on your need.” I just nodded, and I saw my phone stop ringing then I didn’t notice that I have 10 missed calls, and 24 unread messages, maybe I was too focused on my thoughts a while ago. Then I saw it ringing again and it’s from Sunny again of course and I answered it

“YAH! MIYOUNG WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU?!” I hissed in pain as I retracted my phone away from my ears, I heard a chuckled from the taller woman just in front of me,

“YAH! MIYOUNG DON’T YOU DARE TO HANG UP!” I just release a sigh, even though my phone is away from my ears I can hear her shout,

“I’m with a friend.” I just said with some unsureness to my tone crisps in my voice still evident, because I’ve been crying for a week or so, I dunno, but somehow, I got a feeling that she’s also there listening,


“Sunkyu lower your voice, my friend here literally can hear you.” I just said in my tired tone cutting her because I’m not ready to hear her name, and I heard a sigh from her

“Fany, I’m serious here, where exactly are you and who’s friend?” Shit, now I have to lie,

“Hm, I-I’m with Bora.” I lied, I gotta tell Bora about this, so this midget won’t suspect, I want to be alone for now, well at least I’m not ready to face her again, I’m still hurting, and I can’t even say her name, because I might break down.

“Don’t you dare lie to me Hwang Miyoung, I just called Bora and she said that she’s not with you.” Holy shit! I can sense her threatening and dangerous tone, I gulp my saliva in nervousness, I need to think something so I can escape,

“Oh, Sunny I think I need to go now, my friend and I will go somewhere,” Sorry Sunny, but I’m not ready yet.


“MI-“ I ended the phone call and I quickly turn it off before she call again, I saw the taller woman in front of me with her remorse face, damn so she’s really my conscience now eh?

“So where are we going Miyoung?” The moment she said my Korean name, I felt a current run to my ear, even though I despise my Korean name, the moment she rolls it to her tongue, it’s different

“S-Somewhere . . . away. Away from here … away from her.” I cleared my throat and answered her with whole honesty, I believe that she already read my thoughts though. The taller woman smile, her smile with full of support.

“Okay. Let’s go.” The taller woman holds my hand, damn, her soft hands against mine, it’s really weird that my heart is beating so fast, well she might hear it

“by the way what’s your name?” The woman glance to me, but she still holding my hands securely and she smile

“I have no name, didn’t I said that I’m just a figment of your imagination? You can all me whatever you want.” I purse my lips and still I don’t get, how she can be my imagination, because I felt her real.

“Hm, I can’t think of any, hm, how about . . . “ Her height maybe somewhere in between 170 centimeters, she’s really look like a model, if she happened to be alive, she might be a famous model, or a celebrity perhaps.

“Goliath!” The woman burst in laugh, I just laugh along with her, I can’t believe it, I laugh,

“Goliath? Is it because I’m tall?” Actually yeah, that’s the reason, but she doesn’t suit the name Goliath beside it’s guy’s name. I think again

“Giant!” Well, that’s name calling though it sounded so rude, she still laughing,

“Yah, if you can just tell me your name, then we won’t be having a problem you know.” The woman just smiles and look far away as if she’s thinking

“I really don’t have a name, Miyoung, and it’s really up to you.”

“Hm, how about Gabrielle? Though it’s sounded like guy’s name again,” I just become hopeless thinking of her name for her. I just releases a sigh of defeat and I heard her chuckled and then suddenly I remembered a beautiful name, beautiful, and vibrant

“Summer” it just escapes from my mouth which me made a stop and she looks at me and I can see her smiling in satisfaction,

“I love it.” I thought she will say I love you, my cheeks are burning hot and I smile, beaming my eye-smile, I miss smiling, I’d been so gloomy for this week. The environment seems so dark, and it looks like we are on the outskirt of Seoul, it looks like we reach the boundary of a province, the ambiance is peaceful, but only the fireflies actually gives illumination, how ironic is even though Summer keeps on insisting that she’s just part of my imagination, I don’t feel scared, in spite of being alone. We reach the destination, and it seems that it’s more beautiful than the previous view, it’s a lake, only the source of light is the moon and stars, which reflecting to the water, I mouth agape,

“You like it?” Summer asked and she sit down and she patted the lawn indicating that she inviting me to seat down with her, I smile, and I suddenly felt my tears are running to my cheeks, it’s not the tears of sadness, but it’s the tears of overwhelming joy, and calmness, I suddenly completely forgot my heart broken, it feels like it heals, as I sit beside Summer who is looking to the lake, admiring the view, I found her like a noble prince, she’s gorgeously handsome, I have to admit,

“Thank you, Miyoung.” I got startled, damn I forgot that she can read my mind. I mentally scold myself, and I felt my cheeks are burning. I also look to the lake, it reflects the moonlight, it’s really beautiful

“I just got curious, are you also a human before? I mean, you know, I dunno if you are really just a figment of my imagination, but it feels like there is something else.” I started, Summer chuckled

“You over think things Miyoung-ah, but since you wanted me to be alive, you have no idea that I felt alive because of you. You even give me a name,” I still don’t understand though, is she a soul? Or really an angel, my guardian angel.

“Summer . . . .you won’t leave me right?” I sounded like so desperate but there is part of me that I don’t want her to leave, I’m scared, I’m scared that I won’t have someone like Summer to console me.

“Well summer is a season, it left but it comes back again as the time passes, and maybe as long as you keep on imagining me, I guess?” Summer smiled at me and I grab this moment I can’t contain this feeling it feels attraction, but still I want this heart to be fix but it won’t be fixing it anytime soon, it is very painful, seeing the one that you are love doesn’t loves you anymore, love is depressing and it kills you,

But love is also the one who can heal,

I glance towards Summer and she glances at me with her warm and radiating smile like a sun that is heating during summer,

“please be careful with my heart” I pounced a hug to Summer which made her shocked but well she hugs me back perfectly, I can feel her warm, maybe my warm is just flowing to hers but still, this hug makes my heart calm, and beating very calmly

I hope it will heal soon